Harry Styles BSM

60. In My Time Of Dying

Hello fellas! So glad I can update again, and just like what I’m saying; this chapter may not satisfy you all, but it’s all up to you, I know I’m not that good but at least I tried right? Any how sorry for the grammar mistakes and the spellings and all, there will be some changes in the character’s point of views and note that everything written in here was all a product of the writer’s imagination, well apart form One D of course, this is Fan FICTION alright? Haha, sorry for the rambling. You may now proceed.

YOUR P.O.V

AGE: 16

I was happily skipping by myself on the way home after a long tiring day at school; if my day was tiring, how come I am skipping? Well to fill you all in, since it was Friday and we don’t have classes on Monday, yay! Plus there are no home works, projects , and quizzes on Tuesday, so I can just do whatever I want on weekends.

The journey towards home is either short when you’re riding a bus and a couple minutes long when you’re walking. Usually in the morning when I go to school especially when no one’s available to drive me, I would ride the bus and when its afternoon, when also there is no one there to fetch me, I usually walk; when I’m not lazy.
But most of the times, I’m walking.

And the reasons why I like to walk is one, I can save up money, two, I like how the light of the afternoon sun illuminates my surroundings, it just actually gives me the vibes you know, and plus I like to take photos.

The school is in the city and our abode is placed just a little bit far from it, but you can survive going to and fro by vehicle or by foot, depends on you actually. So yeah, and plus I like blasting songs on my earphones whenever I walk. You know that feeling when you have this dramatic effect on you like your wellbeing or you are in a music video? Yeah, that.

Well enough talking. I just passed the school gates a couple of minutes ago and I am now walking towards the bus stop. You think I’ll ride a bus right? No, it’s just an easier way to go home especially when I’m walking, and just beside that bus stop was a shortcut, it is a street and there’s this little pathway going to our village that most people use when walking, plus it’s pretty safe and there’s this small park that I used to go to and just hang in there while waiting the time to pass, it is really a cool place with a little pond at the side and a tree house, not to mention the swings and see saw, it even has three monkey bars and lots of places to play.

I walked towards the group of people just in front of the pedestrian waiting for the light to turn green and so we can walk, ya know that green light shaped like a walking man on the side of the street? I don’t know what it’s called. When it goes on, I walked with the people across the road then walked straight towards that street.

While walking, with my earphones still blasting music in my ears, my mind drifted off towards my thoughts, like the memories I had here when I was younger, wondering if things didn’t turned out the way it was, will I still be here today? What if I was never born, will my family still be like today, of course without me. I kept on walking, looking straight ahead and I can see the roof of the highest slide in the park, with my feet kept on doing their own things; they carried me towards the swings, where I used to sit before and let the things go through my mind. This place is where I think things; this place is where I find peace well of course apart from home.

I just sat there slowly kicking so I am swinging with both my feet still planted on the ground, thinking things, clearing my mind, well just enjoying the soft breeze of the afternoon air with my eyes closed and earphones plugged in. I can tell that time pass by too fast and now it’s pretty dark not that dark actually. The skies have turned a darker shade of blue with some strips of orange, not too dark but not too light either. I saw a missed call from Harry followed by a text from him asking me where I was and telling me to head home immediately. I told him that I’m on my way home through text, so I stood up then started to walk towards home with my earphones still blasting some songs of course.