Harry Styles BSM

2. You passed away while he's on tour

Age 13

Harry's POV

We bowed as the final song was finished. This one is a tiring night, the fans were incredible and they're all so loud. The lads and i headed to the bus to get some rest and there we saw Paul standing on the middle of the couch area, phone on his hand. I suddenly have this uncomfortable feeling inside me, something is not right.

"Hey Paul, what's up?" Liam asked him breaking the silence

"Well, can I talk to Harry please. Alone" when Paul said those words I felt really really anxious, so I just sat there waiting for him to speak.

"What are you going to tell me?" I asked him, my voice trembled a little

"Harry, your mom called me earlier, and she told me that your sister Y/N is gone" he said, well I'm a little confused. Did she went away without telling us where?

"No Harry". What? Did I say that outloud?

"Yes you said it outloud." Oops..
"What do you mean 'gone' ?" I asked him again, anxiety rise through me

"Y/N she, she commit suicide Harry. Your mother was out shopping with your sister that day and when they come back, they saw her, hanging there lifelessly. " what. It took seconds to process those words in my head.

Then it hit me, my sister dead. She's gone. The pictures of her crying, tying that evil rope on the ceiling and tying the other end to her neck, jumping from the chair. To end her life. Played in my head. My baby sister. My angel. My Precious baby girl. My sunshine. My everything. Is. Now. Gone.

I dont know what happened to me my knees went weak as if they turned to jelly, my heart is pounding really quick and i cant bear it anymore. I fell on my knees and began to cry, I cried and cry like theres no tomorrow all I can think about is my Baby Girl. My precious baby girl is now gone. The boys must've heard everything and they came quickly beside me trying to calm me down.

"C-can I see her?" I asked nobody in particular

"We already canceled the following shows and we already booked you all in a flight to Cheshire" Paul said looking at me sympathetically

"W-when d-do we l-leave?" I asked him, voice trembling

"You'll leave in a few hours. Boys, help him get ready so we can go to the airport quickly" he demanded them, walking towards me

"Im sorry for your loss Harry, you know she's safe now" Paul told me patting my back, and I gave him a sad smile before he leaves.