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Chapter Thirty-Two

Harry's POV:

It was already time to go back to school. I knew exactly how to avoid her, how to make it so I wouldn't see her at all. But i didnt want to. 

I drove to school alone, I was about to pick her up when I realized she probably took that fucking motorcycle already. 

It was freezing.

I got to school and went to my class. During lunch I sat with Zayn and Ali and Paige and Niall and Chloe, some other people I didn't care about.  I didn't want to be near paige, but she's friends with all my friends so there isn't anything i can do about her. 

Then the annoying loudspeaker voice came on, I usually didn't pay attention to them but I wanted distractions. 

"Students, the Junior/Senior winter formal king and queen nominations are  as follows! Zayn Malik," Zayn shrugged, like it was no surprise, "Elsie Shinner, Nick Perrin, Harry Styles, " I groaned, I hated these things. "And.. Aspen Wells!" I stopped chewing. Why the fuck was she nominated? Everyone knew she wasn't going to go to that dance. She was just some girl who fucked a bunch of guys and minded her own business? I got up from the table and started to walk out of the cafeteria, i felt like the room was suffocating me.

Then of fucking course, because this day couldn't get any better, I bumped into a girl walking into the cafeteria. Her.

"You're supposed to be in history!" I yelled at her. She looked at me, slightly scared, I yelled it louder than I meant to.

"I was going to grab something for Belle to eat." She said sternly. 

She looked so tired, and frail.

"Sorry." I mumbled, and looked down. When I noticed a small mark inched out of the hem of her sleeves.

"What the fuck is that." I said.

I grabbed her arm and dragged her out of the cafeteria, pushing her against the wall.

"Fuck off." She said, grabbing her arm back from me. 

"Are you an id-"

"It doesn't matter and it's non of your business!" She said slipping under my arms and walking away. I didn't follow her.

I slammed both my fists into the wall. I threw them down and stormed off in the opposite direction as her. I didn't know where I was going. Wow i fucked up this time. I wanted her so badly. I never wanted anyone so badly. She was perfect. Perfect. 

I missed her touch, her smile, the way she laughed.

I fucked her up and I fucked it up for me.

I always fucked something up.