Its Complicated ( A Student Teacher Love Story)

chapter 9

 A/N OMG HERE IT IS WHAT DO YOU THINK!? I would like to say thanks to all of you guys for the support! AnD a spiecal thankyou to RGORD1025 for everything!!! thanks! 

So, its  been a month and a half since I lost the baby.

Wess took it hard, not that I didn't I did I mean Its hard you don't can't understand what it means to loose somthing untill you loose a part of your self.

"Wess?" I call from the living room

"Yeah?" He asks back

"Come here please?"

"Ok?"

"Wanna go for a drive?" I ask when he walks into the room

"Not realy why"

"Im tyred of being in the house wess! We can't just sit here ok? We cant waste our lives we need to get out me sitting around and mopping isnt good for me or them, he wouldnt want this he would want us to go and do things." I told him his eyes flickered with pain.

"I-I" he stopped and walked over to the couch were I was sitting.

"Wess please, Ok we can go to the beach house. Have dinner and even stay the night maybe the weekend." I told him grabbed his hands and looking him in the eyes.

"But- will you be ok leaving?"

"Yes I'm fine their fine go pack" I told him before getting up and kissing his cheek. I walked to my room and packed my bags with enough stuff to last a week and a half. Katy's dad gave Wess A leave for as long as we needed and I had to quit my job due to the... yeah.

"Do you have everything?" Wess asked as I carried out my 2 bags he ran over to grab them.

"I had them" I said giving a small laugh it wasnt even a laugh it was emotionless just a sound.

He gave me a smile and kissed me before walking out of the hall. I followed him holding my breath when we got to the stairs. I saw him grip the bags tighter.

"Its ok. Lets go" I told him huggiong his arm as we walked down the stairs. When we got to the car I looked at him he looked exsaughsted, face stressed, and when he looked at me his eyes flashed love and pain.

"I'll drive you sleep you look tyred." I told him taking the keys from his pocket.

"Alright." He said simply putting the bags in the back seat and getting in the pasengers side he was out cold with in 10 minutes. I turned on the radio, 'Never be alone' was on I felt somthing touch my hand I glanced down to see Wess grabed it in his sleep.

"I love you" I whispered. The drive was about 4 hours well 5 because I had to stop and go to the bathroom and grab things to make dinner.  When I pulled up to the beach house I grabbed the shopping bags and brought them in the house. Disiding I'd let Wess sleep and start on dinner. I put the chicken in the stove and started warming the red sauce and boiling water. I walked over to the spice cabnet. It's always full I remember me and my friends making shure we had enough spices to last forever when we first got the beach house. We all used to come out for the summer and chill and then my friend Meranda pregnant at 15 we were all shocked when she said it happened at the summer house. Then there were always fights going on about how we should never had gotten the house, life changes. Then we drifted apart. Now out of the 8 friends that got the house only me Katy and Meranda come out here. Everybody still pitches in for bills and stuff even though we hardly ever come out.

"What are you doing here?" I hear a fimilar voice ask the voice was filled with discust. I turn around to see Meranda.

"I can be here I needed a get away with my boyfriend why.? What are you doing here?"
"Your boyfriend? You mean somebody actually is brave enough to be with you?"

"What does that mean?"

"Nothing and I'm just leaving I'll be out in a minute oh and congrats are the little bugger growing inside you." She said turning on heels and opening the back door.

"Natalie Katlynn!" she yelled a little girl with blonde hair maybe about 3 came running over into the house.

"Yeshhh m-ommy" she said studdering.