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"Cam, you need a girlfriend"

~~~~Savannah's POV~~~~
I was huddled in Matt's arms trying my best not to break down in front of everyone.

That would be embarrassing.

He just kept rubbing my back trying to comfort me. It was working only a little bit. I was distracted by the thought Jack actually hurting himself. And to say that this is technically my fault. No no... it is my fault. I caused Jack to think this was his fault. I always have to ruin someone's life. Why does that happen? Just one little mistake from me makes a big problem for someone else.

The doors suddenly swung open with Nash and Cam appearing. Their facial expressions mixed with worry, sadness, and fear.
"Guys what happened?" Matt asked still hugging me.
"We found him on the ground. With b-blood from his arm and..." Nash ended then Cameron pointed to his neck.

I literally couldn't hold anymore of my tears and just started crying. Showing everyone how weak I actually am. I closed my eyes knowing everyone was probably laughing at me. Shouting how weak and that this is all my fault.
"Stop I know it's my fault!!! Leave me alone!" I cried.
"What Sav?" I heard Matt. He just wants me to admit that I'm useless.

I just couldn't take it anymore so I got up ran to the bathroom.

....Matt's POV....
Once I heard that Jack was on the ground with blood, I couldn't listen anymore. Ok yeah he's been a huge ass this week, but he's still a friend. Like I remember when this girl was following me and I went to him about it and he helped. Or when I got my hand stuck in the nuetella jar and he had to use butter to get my hand out. The funniest memory was when-

"Stop I know it's my fault!!! Leave me alone!" I heard Savannah shout. I looked down and she's was pouring out tears.
"What Sav?" I asked. She got up and ran out the room. Sterling and Mahogany chased after her.

The two questions floating in my mind were why Jack did this to himself, and what Savannah was talking about.

\\\\Sterling's POV\\\\
Me and Mahogany chased after Sav. She either went to her room or the bathroom. We were about to go upstairs when Shawn came down.
"Why are you guys running?" He asked.
"We're trying to chase after Savannah." I told him slightly out of breath. I really need to get to a gym.

"What happened?! Is she ok??" He panicked.
"I don't know. She just started screaming stop I know it's my fault and then left." I know what was happening though.
"Did you see her run upstairs?" Mahogany questioned. He shook his head.
"No I was just in my room." He told us.
"Then she's probably in the bathroom down here. Let's go." We ran to the bathroom and Shawn wanted to wait outside so I told him to come in when she was ready.

"Hey Sav? Are you in here?" Mahogany said in a hushed tone. We heard sniffling noises in the big stall so it was her. We rushed in and found her huddled in the corner of the stall with her head in her knees. I sat on the left side of her while Mahogany sat on the right. We both hugged her.

"Savannah what's wrong?" I asked her.
"J-Jack." She muttered. It took a second to find the right words to say to her but I got it.
"Sav it's not your fault he did that. It's everyone fault that they were putting a lot of stress on him. So you need to stop thinking that this mess was because of you." I took a breath after.
"Yeah Sav it's ok. Do you want me to get Shawn?" Mahogany asked. She shook her head the stuck it in the crook of my neck.

I wrapped both arms around her moving the stray hair out of her face.
"It's ok Sav. Just breath don't think about anything. Remember the song latch? Let's sing it." That was one of her soothing songs. We sang it low until Shawn came in.
"I'll leave you guys alone." I gave Sav a hug then left the bathroom.

>>>>Shawn's POV<<<<
Mahogany told me that I could go in. I heard singing from the bigger stall which meant the girls were in there. I opened it and saw Sterling and Sav in the corner singing some song. Sterling saw me then smiled.
"I'll leave you guys alone." She gave her a hug then got up and left.

I sat next to Savannah and embraced her in a giant hug. She cried even more but I just pulled her onto my lap shushing her.
"Baby it's ok. I'm here ok? Shh." I kissed the top of her head and just kept rocking lightly her back and forth. After a few more minutes, she quieted down and wiped her eyes.

"You ok?" I asked. She nodded her head and laid it back on my chest.
"Is this my fault?" I heard her mumble. That literally shattered my heart hearing it.
"No no no. Not at all babe. I guess everything got to him and he just broke apart." I told her.
"B-Before he went upstairs, h-he said that know likes him right now and that he was a
monster. A-and I agreed to that." She shook her head.

I honestly didn't know what to say right now so I just kept liaising her head and rubbing her arm.
"Can you sing something?" She looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes.
"Sure what?" I questioned.
"Never be alone." She whispered. I smiledand began singing quietly.

"I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe I'll keep you sound
Right now it's pretty crazy
And I don't know to to stop or slow it down

Hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about
And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now

Take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone
You'll never be alone" I whispered the last part in her ear making her squirm and laugh a little.

"Stop that feels weird." She giggled. I smiled and kept doing it.

"Um sorry to disrupt you guys with your bathroom cuddling, but we're going to the hospital. So.....yeah." Cameron stood there awkwardly. We got up and walked out.
"Cam you need a girlfriend." I patted his back then walked away with Savannah's finger intertwined with mine.

*******fifteen minutes later.********
We arrived at the hospital and got to waiting room. Johnson was there sitting in the chairs in the corner. We sat near him and it was silent. Savannah and I walked over and sat next to him.
"Hey jack. Is he ok?" I heard her ask.
"H-he's uh. Actually I-i really don't know. Nobody told me if he's ok or not." He sighed and leant back in his chair. Savannah grabbed my hand and rested her neck in the crook of my neck.

That's when the doctor walked in with a worried face...