Part 3

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The life you lived is far away and the life YOU lived is not ME.
I am me and I am free to speak and shout.
Your problems are not mine and your regrets should not shape mine.
I am me and what I want is only mine.
What you believe is important is not what I believe.
Money can't buy happiness so why should I let it rule over mine.
If I fear mistakes then life will be only a place of disappointment.
I know I will make mistakes but I learn and regret just like everyone does.
It's not that I hate people i can't push away myself to make others feel at ease.
When I am not at ease at all.
I want to be free.
I want to be free.
And I know that is not life but I will not make it unbearable to please you.
Please understand, it's my life and you can't change how I feel and I will not grow to love what you love.
I will not experience what you experienced because I am different if I do then that's a shame but I will move on.
Because what I hold close to my heart can not be shaken at all.
You find it not useful then why did it touch my heart.
Life is not perfection.

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