It's been years now since I have seen you, hello old friend. I am sorry, I regret the punishment I inflicted on you. With your cheeky girl and bright pink dress, unaware how your actions had consequences. I was but a child but your actions caused more harm than good and no matter how I wished and begged for you to stop, you never let it go. I wished that you would choose better, do something. Please! To fix me, make it better but you never ever did. You lied yes you did "I chose again!" "This one will help you" "This one will be there for you" "This one will love you". Lies....ALL LIES! There is no such thing! There is no such word or meaning in existence! I reject you. I ignore you. I forget you. I locked you in a dark cage and screamed at you until my throat grew sore leaving you in the darkness and returning the next day. I blamed you for my insecurities, every issue, every problem, lead back to you. Soon I felt that you have properly set in your place. But I could never trust you out and about again, never let such a atrocity happen ever again. So I kept you locked away, I dragged you in your cage into the dark depts of the sea, where you will never ever leave.
