After nate & I had our time together we decided too go back too our bedroom. We started making out, even though the touch of him felt so right I also felt so wrong because what we went through just yesterday ... as he was kissing my neck leaving hickies I heard his phone go off ... "give me a second babe" nate said too me ... "okay, who's texting you at 11 at night though?" "Oh, just a old friend", I knew that lie from somewhere oh, that's right from him. "Give me your phone" I yanked the phone from him.
Text message from : "otha baby"
"Otha baby" : daddy when are you coming back over? I'm hungry for your touch..
Nate : I'll be there in about a hour mami, I gotta ditch y/n..
"Otha baby" : ok baby I'll see you soon.
"Are you serious nate? I'm so done with you. You never wanted too change, you'll never change I'm sick of you and I'm out for good." I SaI'd with tears in my eyes as I grabbed my jacket and left his condo once again .. "fucking wait y/n .. let me explain" nate said grabbing my arm.. "nah, I'm good I don't need anymore explanations anymore, I'm done with you and that's that. Now get off of me" I yelled at him as he punched me in the back of the head making me fall too the ground he started stomping on my face as I was trying too cover it up so he couldn't. "Why do you think its okay too keep leaving me?" You will always be mine" I stood up and spit in his face "do you see what you are doing too me? You think this is normal? You have a problem and I'm not dealing with it anymore I've put up with that for years and I'm done . " I said trying too catch my breathe I got in my car as nate try too open the door too get me back out. I started it too drive but he got hold of the wheel I grabbed my maseout of the glove department and sprayed him with it . And I skirted out of the parking lot of nates condo.
I don't know what I do so wrong too be treated like this, I'm tired of all of this shit I moved here too live a happy life with the boy I thought was the right one for me ...
I went too my other besfriends house who's also nates bestfriend, Sammy. I pulled up too his apartment. I knocked on the door and he opened it. "Y/n.. what's going on its almost midnight what are you doing out this late? . Sammy said. "Sam, I need too talk too you .." I said sniffing softly . "Sure, come sit down beautiful" he said. He always call me sweet things it was cute. Dillon Rupp was sitting on the couch waiting too finish the game with Sammy. "Hey y/n.. what's up?" Rupp saI'd too me .. "a lot.." I replied. I had sun glasses on too cover up my eye nate just messed up, and Sammy asked why I was so dressed up. "Well, I just came back from your homiies house" I said back. "Skates?" Sammy said . "Mhm" I replied. "Okay, so what's going on? Is he good? . Sammy said. "Question is , am I good?" I said taking off my glasses. "Yo wtf who did that too you??" Sammy said with his face scrunched up. "Take a wild guess? I said. "No fucking Way he wouldn't do no stupid shit like that" Sammy said . "Ah, but he would, and he did" this shit has been going on for so long .. I'm so fed up with it .. I need too be free from all of this I wanna be happy again.. I said about too start crying .. Rupp and Sammy looked at me so surprised . "I'm sorry that happened I can't believe he would do such a thing, you are so beautiful and such a sweetheart. You don't need that bullshit, he's my dude but that shit ain't right, you gotta get out of that relationship" Sammy said with Rupp agreeing . "I know, I know I should of been away from that along time ago but I love that man so much I just can't help myself. Everytime he gets angry at me because he has a little bit of liquor in his system he puts his hands on me.. I just can't take it anymore I always hid it from yall because I didnt want anyone too look at him as a monster, I love him.. but I'm done. I said with tears flowing down .. "as you should, don't go back too that shit again he will end up really hurting you.. I got something for you in my room come with me" Sammy said. "Give me a sec Rupp " Sammy said too him. "Ight well I'm gonna go to the drive thru too get some four lokos, I'll be back" Dillon said back. "Okay cool, follow me y/n.." Sammy said. So I did.. he lead me too his bedroom and he turned on his lamp, I turned around too take off my jacket cause it was kinda warm in his apartment . As i turned back around Sammy grabbed my face and kissed me.. "you look so Damn sexy tonight, you deserve something special Sammy grabbed me up and pinned me too the wall.. with me totally forgetting I had the lingerie on.
