I know now.

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●YOUNGJAE POV ●

I need to apologize to her, I just, didnt want anyone to spend so much money on me and plus it was kind of insulting, but now I understand when her butler explained. She was scarred when her brother passed and she wanted to change herself for the better.

"Ughh, how do I say sorry?" I thought to myself while I get ready before my tutor comes.

*Ding Dong*

My doorbell rang, it must be my tutor! I'm going to study math today, and thank goodness it is my favourite subject. It was pouring ran outside, stormy and windy.

I greeted and let the teacher in, he looked very serious with old fashion glasses on and I laughed a bit because his umbrella had Pororo prints on it.

"Who is that girl outside of your house sitting on your front porch?" My tutor asked. WHAT?! There is a girl outside of my house? It cant be her, she has school today.

I ran to my window that showed the front of my house, I peeked through and

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"Lien?!" I was shocked and covered my mouth for scaring my tutor like that. I ran outside with an umbrella. Why is she doing at my house? Why didnt she knock on my door instead of being out there, drenched in rain and the cold blowing of the wind.

"Lien! Why are you doing here?" I asked while rushing towards her, she was shivering and couldnt say a word. I helped her up with an umbrella on top of her. "Lets go in." I grabbed her wrist but she wouldnt budge.

"Youre going to have a cold!" I shouted because I couldnt stand her shivering under the pouring rain with her pale white skin.

"I-I j-just came t-to say sorry." Lien said eventhough she was shaking, crossing her arms over herself for warmth.

"Why are you sorry? I should be the one saying it." I felt like the worst guy in the world. Both of us are now wet, the wind was blowing the rain towards us, it was freezing cold.

"Come inside, please Lien." I pulled her harder and finally she followed me into my house.

"I'm sorry teacher, i'll get her something to change and come down right away." I bowed apologetically.

"No need for that, it seems like it'll take a long time, lets have a replacement class early tomorrow morning at 7." With that, he grabbed his umbrella, wore his coat and got out.

I didnt have anything to say, I just needed Lien to stop shivering. I brought her up to my room and have her some of my old clothes that wouldnt be too big for her, and my old pants that I wore for dance training before I debuted as BAP.

"The toilet is down the hallway, to the right, dry yourself up okay? Be careful." I assured her. At this point, I was so worried about her, why did she sit outside in the rain without coming in?

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●MY POV●

I dried myself up and got changed into his clothes, eventhough they certainly didnt fit.

I sat in front of his porch because, I didnt have the guts to apologize, and I didnt know what to say to him after what happened.

The rain that was pouring on me didnt bother me at all, all that was in my mind was Youngjae, him. I didnt realize I was shivering until he came out and get me.

I hope he forgives me. I slowly opened the door ajar and walked down the stairs to find Youngjae. He was sitting there with his head down, looking very worried.

"Youngjae ah." I said, and his head shot up.

He started walking towards me without saying anything, and to my surprise

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He hugged me.

"Lien ah, dont apologize, i'm the one who's sorry, look at you, you're going to be sick soon because of me." He said while hugging me, his soft voice was soothing to my ears like a melody.

I hugged him tighter and said, "I was being too foolish, I had no idea, I was ju-"

"You dont need to explain, I know now, your butler explained everything." He added and we stayed hugging each other for quite a while.

"Ohh." I said under my breath.

"I'll make you hot chocolate, rest here." He patted the sofa for me to sit on, and went straight to his kitchen.

His house is not that big, but I feel very comfortable, it has a calming atmosphere.

*Ring ring*

"OH, Youngjae ah, your phone is ringing." I said. He stopped what he was doing and answered his phone.

"Oh hey Lay! Oh no, it's okay, my tutoring is being replaced to tomorrow morning, yeap, okay, bye." He then hung up.

Youngjae scratched his head and said, "Aishh, I forgot about Lay, but luckily he couldnt make it." Youngjae told me.

"Oh, thats good." I simply answered as he placed a nice hot cup of chocolate.

I took a sip and it was yummy! Even more tasty than what I have at home.

"How did you make it? Its delicious." I said and took more sips.

Youngjae raised his eyebrows and stared at me

"What?" I asked. "Ohh nothing, its just, chocolate, you've never tastde one before?" He asked. "Of course I did! But not as tasty as this to be honest." I explained so he wouldnt have a misconception.

Youngjae nodded his head and sat down beside me

"Look, I just wanted to say that I was being too selfish, only towards you out of all people." I said and looked into his eyes. He looked away and faked a cough.

"U-umm oh, why me?" He asked.

"You, you just made me feel like my old self again." I said.

"You just made me feel, like I had someone special again."

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AUTHOR'S NOTE : Yay! I hope you all like this chapter. I appreciate your support! Thanl you so so so so so much for reading.

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