Lizzie

Chapter 19

Shane looked at Mary and said " What's up with you?"

Mary shook her head and said " Nothing, just tell me what you said to Lizzy."

Shane rubbed his forehead and sighed " Only thing I did was sigh and she just blow up after you left the room. She kept saying she didn't want to be here anymore."

Mary said " Of course she doesn't want to be here it's a hospital. She's 11, Shane."

Shane shook his head

 "Why are you shaking your head? Then what did she mean be not wanting to be here anymore because she is only 11."

Shane took a deep breath and said " She meant, she doesn't want to on this Earth. Mary she wants so die."

Mary was shocked and out her hand over her mouth and turned around, looked through the window and saw Lizzy sleeping and said " Why? Why would she want to do this? She is an amazing girl. She's beautiful, she is going to be breaking boys hearts one day."

Then Shane crack the door open so Lizzy can her because he saw she was awake.

Mary continued " She is so kind and amazing with Gaby, Gaby loves her, she is very talented and she is the strongest 11 years I ever met."

Mary turned and faced Shane with tears rolling down her face

 " I mean, look at what she went through with her parents and went through major surgeries and still has a smile on that gorgeous face of hers. She should never feel that way Shane, never."

Mary started crying even harder and Shane brought her into a tight hug.

He was trying to calm her down and said " Shhh.......alright, everything is going to be okay. We will get her the help she needs to show her that we care about her and her wellbeing."

She is crying in his chest and nodded her head.

 He looked up at the window and sees Lizzy up in the bed listening to the conversation.

Lizzy wipes away tears rolling down her face and looks at Shane mouthed " I'm sorry"

Shane nodded and Lizzy laid back down and tried to get some sleep.

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Shane pulled away from Mary and said " Let's go get Gaby"

Mary sniffed and said " What about Lizzy?"

Shane holds Mary's hand and said " We'll be back before she wakes up."

Mary nodded then they left to go get Gaby.

Lizzy opened one eye to see if they are still then she got out the bed.

Quietly closed the door, shut the blinds and slid down the wall and started crying. She covered her mouth so no one can hear her.

Lizzy was confused about why they cared about her so much then the voices came in.

They really don't care about you Lizzy

They're doctors, they are doing their jobs

Why would they care about you they have a cute, chubby, baby girl that don't have voices in her head

Lizzy covered her ears trying to block out the voices but the only got louder, they were too strong

YOU KNOW LIZZY, THIS WORLD WOULD DOESN'T NEED YOU

YOU'RE UGLY

YOU'RE USELESS

YOU'RE WORTHLESS

YOUR MOM AND DAD LEFT YOU

YOU'RE A NOBODY AND THESE DOCTORS WILL LEAVE YOU TOO!

Lizzy shut her eyes so tight, she was crying really hard and shaking, she didn't realize she was screaming " STOP, STOP IT PLEASE!"

 Lizzy heard other crying that wasn't coming from her, she didn't realize someone was shaking her.

They were trying to get her to open her eyes but eventually she was having a panic attack and could breath.

She started to get lightheaded and everything went black, she fainted.