Lie.

04.

                                    Zadie

    I was exactly right. Chris was giving all his attention to the damn double mint twins, Brooklyn and Paris. I mean why am I even here? I watched from the other side of the living room seeing Brooklyn would touch his arm, then he would touch her thigh. Paris would touch his neck, he would touch her cheek. Like what the fuck, he should be touching me. I was here before them like damn. This was too brutal to watch. I pouted and got up walking off to the kitchen to refill my drink.

        "What's up, Zadie?" Aaron asked sitting on the counter with Ariana sitting next to him.

    "Hey Aaron." I mumbled pouring some Ciroc. Ugh I was going to turn into an alcoholic. "Where's Rose and Erin?"

      "In the game room with D, Red and Mijo." He replied. I nodded walking towards the back.

    Then I thought, I should wonder around the house since Chris isn't giving me the time of day. I shrugged and looked around before jogging upstairs. Chris's house was nicely decorated, that's for sure. I came across what seemed like the wall of fame. All his awards and gold/platinum records on the wall. I smiled when I also notice the Symphonic Love poster. I remember seeing pictures of him at his charity events. He always seems to have the most fun around little kids. Makes me wonder what he'll be like as a dad.

        "Yeah, we'll see." I heard Chris voice from a distance. I slightly cursed and took off towards the first door I saw. Once I entered the room, I froze.

    "This is his room." I mumbled somewhat in awe also scared shitless. His footsteps where getting louder and louder as I panicked, thinking of what to do next.

       "Zadie?" I froze at the sound of his voice. "What are you doing up here?" I turn around and notice he had the two sisters on his arm, making my fake smile drop.

   "Um, I can't remember. Is the game room up here or downstairs?" I mumbled, my face turning red. I wasn't blushing. More so embarrassed and mad he was spending most of his time with them.

       "My bed room though?" He asked his eyebrow raised. Shit.

    "U-uh yeah, I thought it was up here the first door on the right. Which so happened to be a mistake. Sorry." The girls both mugged me as I gulped nervously, hopefully he bought it.

             "Oh well the game room is downstairs, straight back." He mentioned.

    "Thanks." I said dryly walking past them.

  "She knew were the game room was at." One of them mumbled to Chris. I scoffed and rolled my eyes. Just keep walking Zadie.

  I walked back downstairs and to the game room. At this point of time, I wanted to cry. The man I so desperately like, is upstairs probably about to fuck two girls he just met. But I on the other hand has been around. That should be me.

   What am I talking about? I'm a minor for pete's sake. I should be glad it isn't me. Not to mention I am a virgin. What 23 year old you know never had sex?

      I sighed and walked in to where the music grew louder, the guys were playing pool while Erin and Rose sat by the bar laughing it up. Atleast they were having fun.

    "Zadie! Hey. I was about to text you to come back here, then I remembered we don't have our phones." Erin giggled. I nodded.

          "Are you drunk?" I asked raising my eyebrow.

    "Possibly." Rose chuckled. "Here, we are drinking moon shine want to try it?"

   "Hell no." I shook my head. "That shit too strong for me."