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10.

                                     Chris

  I ran my hand over my face after I washed the sleep off of it. Once I was finished in the bathroom, I walked back into the bedroom and notice Zadie sleeping peacefully on her stomach. She's a real cool girl and I almost feel like I can be myself around her. It's funny because she exactly everything I look for in a woman. Almost too good to be true, honestly. I sat down on the bed and watch as she didn't budge. Her hair covered her face wildly to where all I could see were her plump lips held ajar. It was early and I planned to chill in the bed anyway so I lifted up the sheets to lay down while something caught my eye. I furrowed my eyebrows and stood up as I threw the covers back.

     It wasn't huge but it was very noticeable. Blood stains. A part of me was hoping that it was her just starting her period and not knowing, but don't women now a days keep track of the days they come? I started to panic as I prayed it wasn't that I just took this woman's virginity. The thought of it pissed me off as I kicked the bed in an attempt to wake her.

        "Zahra." I growled. She stirred around in the bed but didn't wake up. I sighed and shook her body violently.

    "Huh? What?" She whined.

              "What the fuck is this, Zahra?" I pointed out pulling the sheets back more. Her eyes widen but she stayed silent. "Hello? I'm speaking to you."

   "What do you want me to say, Chris?" She spat, rolling her eyes.

        "I don't fucking know. Maybe the fact that you didn't tell me you were a virgin before hand?"

   "Well what the fuck was I supposed to do, Christopher? Things like that slip your mind when you get sexually attacked in the shower!" She had a point but I was still pissed. "Geez. What's the big deal anyway?"

      "The big deal is I would have never had sex with you if I knew you were a virgin! At least not like this!" I exclaimed. She glared at me and I instantly knew she took it the wrong way.

"Well I'm sorry if you regret it, but I don't." She mumbled crossing her arms and sitting on the edge of the bed. I sighed.

       It's not that I regret having sex with her because she is a virgin. I just have history with virgins. They become obsessive and almost instantly attach because I took something very valuable. Zadie is an wonderful girl and deserves to have her first time with a good guy whose looking for an relationship. Which I am not right now. Truth be told, I only had sex with her to suppress my anger. I was ready to punch a wall when I walked back into the room noticing Zadie stripping right before getting in the shower. She was sexy no lie.

   I walked over to her and tapped her legs as she tried her hardest not to look at me. I chuckled and kissed her neck then her cheek. "I don't regret it Zadie. I enjoyed every second of it." I mumbled kissing the corner of her mouth.

   "Move." She pouted, but I could tell she was playing.

         "Kiss me girl." I laughed which made a small smile form on her lips. Instead of actually kissing my lips, she kissed my nose. "You know what I enjoyed the most?"

    "What?" She questioned gazing into my eyes.

   "You calling me daddy as you creamed—"

           "Stop it." She blushed shoving me.

   "What? Don't be embarrassed about it now." I chuckled.

        "Trust me, I'm not." She retorted standing up and grabbing clean clothes. "Besides, that's your name in my phone anyway." She shrugged.