Lie.

05.

                                      Zadie

     It has been two whole months since I seen and or heard from Chris. Call me crazy but I miss him. The tour had just ended yesterday so they should be back in town by now. While they were gone I hung out with Rose and Erin a couple times, we've went to lunches together. Apparently they both got Red's and Mijo's number and I didn't get shit. Most importantly I didn't get Chris's number.

Was that a sign? A sign that I should leave Chris alone because he wasn't interested in me?

    If so this sucks because I already caught feelings for his ass. I sighed turning the TV off going back to my room. Julia was sleep since she just got off of work so I was basically by my self. My phone buzzed on my dresser, I picked it up to see it was Rose.

Rose: Hey, Red asked if we wanted to hit up the studio with them tonight.

      A few weeks ago we started a group message between us three to communicate better.

Erin: Uh YASS! 😍

Me: Are you sure he said we or you and Erin?

Erin: Omg Zadie don't act like that.

Me: What? 😕

Rose: I'm positive. Even at the end of the message he said AND BRING ZAHRA. Literally in all caps.

   She sent a screen shot and to my surprise Red did say that. Talking about they started to forget about my little ass. Well who fault is that?

Me: Fine. What time?

Erin: YAY!

Rose: 8. I'll pick y'all up around 7:30.

Erin: KK!

Me: Alright.

    I locked my phone to see it was 5. If I was going to see Chris again I needed to look good. Give his ass something to think about. I started going through my closet trying to find something perfect to wear. I watched many of Chris's ustream videos of them in the studio, even though it was the studio those people still dressed nice. A denim dress would be fine. I gathered the clothes, going in the bathroom to shower. When I thought of Julia. I quickly grabbed my phone and texted the group chat.

Me: Ask Red if I can bring my cousin, Julia.

Erin: Oh I like her, she's cool.

    Just three weeks ago I invited them over to meet Julia as we had a girls night in. You know, we cooked them dinner, then watched chick flicks all night.

Rose: He said the more the merrier.

     I nodded sending a quick text saying okay before putting my phone back on the charger. I jogged out my room to Julia's room which was across the hall. "Julia!"

     "Huh?" She jumped out her sleep. I laughed.

"Get up and start getting dress."

           "Where are we going?" She mumbled rubbing her eyes.

   "Chris has invited us to go to the studio with them. Rose will be picking us up at 7:30."

    "Oh my god! Really? I finally get to meet him?" She jumped up, squealing.

         "Yes. I told you I'll come through for you."

  "Oh my god, yes Zahra. I love you so much. I need to find something cute." She went on and on as she walked off to her closet.