When I parked my car outside I entered the same old coffee shop I've been going to for years. Right when I was about to down at one of the tables I saw Kellin waving at me from the across of the shop. I went up to him.
"Hey- umm..."I waited him to say his name as held out my hand. He didn't tell me his name yesterday so I have to be clever enough to remember that.
"Kellin" He completed me as he shook my hand. I smiled at him and nodded.
"I'm Amabel. " I said as I took my seat.
"What a lovely name!" He complimented.
I shot him a smile. "Thank you." I handed him the bag that I put his jacket in.
"You could keep it." He said as he took it.
"Oh no thank you. It actually gave me the opportunity to meet you. " I finished with a shy smile. I'm not actually a shy person but shush.
"Oh we don't really need that to meet again." He shoved his amazing smile with his amazing teeth. Broke my gaze on him, smiled back and continued talking.
"Thank you for yesterday. Jokes are aside, I was unsure about coming here. Because you know I was an emotional wreck yesterday. I'm sorry you had to see me that way." I said as I looked down, avoiding his gaze. I actually would never avoid his gaze because he had the most beautiful greenish blue eyes, I would love to look into them forever. But I had to keep playing the innocent and naïve girl.
"No it's totally fine. Don't worry." He said, sending me an assuring smile." Plus don't ever be sorry for being you." He added.
Well yeah that's the problem Kells. I wasn't being me. All of this is play. Nothing is real. Sorry.
"But still. " I said, still glancing around instead of looking at his gorgeous eyes. Was it a torture? Hell yeah. "Thank you for helping me out though. I had been doing good but then I broke down again. I'm sorry I really don't wanna sound like miserable to you. I guess I should stop speaking." I said, finally giving in and looking him in the eye.
"No don't think as it's weakness. I think it shows you how much you cared for your child. And this is what new generation kids need. Caring parents." He pointed out.
"I guess you're right." I nodded in agreement. I could keep this going but I'd look pathetic. Waiter's voice snapped me out of my daze.
"How can I help you?" He asked.
"I'll have a latté." I said to him. He wrote down my order then turned to Kellin.
"And I'll have cappuccino. " he said then turned his head to me, smiling sweetly. Then the waiter left.
"So what do you do for a living Amabel?"
"Well I work in advertising department of a company." I informed him. He nodded slightly. Then I asked him this time "What about you?" As if I didn't know that.
"Well I'm in a band as a lead singer."
"Wow that is so cool." I said, making sure that I had excited tone.
"Yeah, it is." He commented. Right then waiter came back with our orders. I took my coffee, smiling lightly at the smell of it. I love coffee.
After him speaking some more I felt completely comfortable with him because he was a person that you can talk to easily and he was so caring even looking at his eyes was so soothing. At one point I forgot that this was just a role I was playing. But I wanted it to be real. My heart felt this weird feeling that I cant describe. I got comfortable and nervous at the same time. But I guess it was because that I had to pretend around him. He told me about his life, his daughter and how they divorced with his wife. I didnt except that him to tell me those because I know for a fact that he's not like the type who'd tell people about their life. Don't ask me how do I do. After loving a band and a man, you get to know these, you get to know them even though you're not around them. It's just weird but trust me, I know him better than he thinks I do or you think I do. Whatever.
Kellin snapped me out of my daze. I was kinda lost in his eyes and words. "It's getting late. Will you go to the work?" He said, gesturing the watch on the wall.
"Oh shit." I said, looking at the mirror.
"I got you late I guess, sorry." He apologised.
"Oh no, don't worry. It's okay." I shrugged it off, shoving my phone into my bag. Then I stood up, sending him a cheeky smile.
"Nice to meet you Kellin, really. " I went to hug him. He never hesitated pulled me into tight one.
"It was great meeting you too. I would like to do this again." He said as we pulled away.
"Definitely." I nodded, glaring at him and sending a genuine smile. I can't tell if I'm playing or this is real me right now. But either way it's cool. It feels great. I'm just grateful that I had this afternoon with Kellin. It's not right. But I'm happy anyway. Am I getting so into it or is this just some kinda... I don't know. I don't know if I wanna know either. It just feels good.
It feels good, tastes good MUST BE MINE. Hahah panic! fans wassup? K ignore me sorry.
Btw I had the chapter ready but there was a problem so :/
One last thing, you like the cover? I'm pretty proud of it guys. And comment what you think of anything and everything.
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MADNESS (Kellin Quinn Fanfiction) -COMPLETED-
Fanfiction"Guys it's KELLIN FUCKING QUINN." I shouted although i tried to keep my voice low. I pointed to the park he was at. They all looked back at me with wide eyes. "Remember you said you were over the bands and stuff. You said you decided to grow up and...
