MADNESS (Kellin Quinn Fanfiction) -COMPLETED-

E.I.G.H.T.E.E.N

As I felt myself falling, my eyes opened instantly. A wave of shock came over me when I glanced around the room skeptically. And I realized I was also hooked up to the weird machines around. I looked at my wounds and bruises carefully. My arm was broken and my ankle was bandaged. Then it hit me, I remembered what had happened. F.ck! how couldn't even I manage to kill myself? Am I really that pathetic?

I groaned at the thought of my miserable life. Damn it, I wasn't even able to move but it didn't even hurt as much as my mistakes did. How am I gonna be okay? That's what I have doubts, I dont think I'll ever be okay. It just not gonna happen. I'm gonna end up killing myself, this time for real.

Then the door of the white room swung open, letting the doctor in.

"Hey Mrs. Sanderson. I'm doctor H-" I cut him off.

"When am I going home?" My voice firm.

"For that we need you to talk about what had happened that night." His voice and face held seriousness. Ugh. I hate doctors.

"I'll tell you what I did." I began speaking impatiently. "I had a car accident."

"It wasn't like an accident. The whole incident looks intentional. So we may set you up with physiologist before you go home. "

"Hey how'd you come to that conclusion for gods sake?" I was lying the best thing I can do. "I'm a bad driver and I was drunk." I stated harshly.

"But-" I cut him off again which he wasn't pleased about it in the slightest.

"I'm sure you checked my blood and found out I was drunk. Can you now let me go?" I tried to keep my voice low but it was raising without a permission. I hate hospitals what can I do?

"You weren't as much as drunk to crash your car into a giant wall. No one does that. Who are you fooling?" He said firmly.

"You can't do anything that I don't want." I challenged.

"Not if you are mentally unstable." he arched his eyebrows. "and suicidal." What the fuck he was up to?

"You fucking let me go you old ass doctor. I'm perfectly fine." I shouted at him.

"Look Miss. You speaking to me not gonna help you. So you better quit it and take the physiology sessions. We're only here to help." He once again said in annoyance as he turned around and started towards the door.

"Oh by the way, we couldn't contact with your family. So told that you were at hospital to the persons who were in your speed dial list." He finished off and exited the room.

Gosh I don't even know who was in that list which I didn't know I took my phone with me either. Ugh gosh, this is a god damn mess.

I tried to change my position because I was so bored so I tried to turn my right which was facing the plain white wall. How boring. Even though it took lots of effort to do that I did it and tried to sleep and wait for the next thing to happen. Because from now on, it looks like everything's that annoying doctors call.

After a couple minutes later the door opened again.

"You better tell me that I'm able to go home now." I said sternly.

"I don't know about that." A voice spoke, causing my eyes to open as wide as possible. What?

I instantly turned to lay on my back which caused my cry out in pain. But all I was focused on was the person he stood right in front of me. The tears instantly started forming in my eyes as well as the pain stabbed through my heart.

"Kellin." I spoke, my voice as low as the dead. I wiped off the tear that ran down my cheek. I didnt think it'll be Kellin who the hospital call to contact. When my family's abroad I had no one but I wouldn't ever guess that he'd be here.