It's raining and with the suitcase I put some of my stuff is in my hand I'm walking with Vic and Davina.
Third wheel.
This is what I am and will be from now on.
I know that's not what I want but,
I have nothing that makes me not feel like suicide here.
I'm leaving my last hope here at the airport.
Hopefully along with my thoughts of Kellin.
I'm moving on.
And I'm moving out.
Still not what I want.
I don't wanna forget him.
I love him more than I wanna forget him.
I had the best time of my life with him.
I don't wanna forget that.
But I can't keep on holding to those memories and feed myself with false hope everyday.
I know that too.
I've never been lonelier.
I feel so down.
This week, they spent it with me.
I was okay.
But now I feel down again.
Don't make feel low.
Davina came up to me.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
I lied, I smiled.
"Are you sure you wanna go?"
I nodded, lying again.
Vic spoke this time.
"The plane about to take off. Let's go."
D nodded and started dragging me with her.
I felt like a walking dead.
I felt dead inside.
"Wait!"
A voice that's impossible for me to forget.
Kellin.
I turned around and scanned the room, looking for him.
He moved towards us, looking as attractive as ever.
My eyes filled with tears, waiting for a permission to roll down.
"Don't go." He said.
My heart shattered all of a sudden.
It wasn't because he broke my heart.
It was the opposite.
He just saved me.
By now tears were falling nonstop and i was breathing heavily.
I couldn't move.
I just stared at his face that I had missed to death.
This was what I wanted all along but I didn't know what to do.
Everyone in the room was a blur.
There were only me and Kellin.
I stopped thinking and ran towards him with the tiny power left in me.
He started running too.
AND I WAS FINALLY IN HIS ARMS.
SOBBING LOUDLY, I SMELLED HIS SCENT IN.
I WAS FEELING LIKE THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN HIS ARMS.
HIS TIGHT GRIP WAS GIVING ME EVERYTHING I WANTED, SECURE, LOVE AND PASSION.
I FELT LIKE IF HE LET ME GO I'D BE CRASHED INTO THE GROUND,
SO I HOLD HIM TIGHT LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW.
"I JUST REALIZED I LOVE YOU TOO." HE SAID WITH HIS ANGELIC VOICE.
MAKING MY STOMACH FLIP.
HE PRESSED HIS LIPS AGAINST MINE.
CUPPING MY FACE WITH HIS HANDS.
THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED HE WAS CRYING TOO.
"YOU STILL HAVE ALL OF MY HEART."
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MADNESS (Kellin Quinn Fanfiction) -COMPLETED-
Fanfiction"Guys it's KELLIN FUCKING QUINN." I shouted although i tried to keep my voice low. I pointed to the park he was at. They all looked back at me with wide eyes. "Remember you said you were over the bands and stuff. You said you decided to grow up and...
