"About what?" He asked. His face held no emotion.
"About what just happened." I stated.
"You don't need to tell me anything. " he stated. I have never seen him this emotionless before. Was it because he was tipsy or was he mad at me? This didn't make sense. Was I thinking straight though. I don't know. I sat next to him, glancing around the half dark park.
"He was my friend from college. He has mental disability. He has ups and downs. He thinks I'm still his girlfriend. Yes I used to date him but it was long ago." I spoke slowly. My head was pounding. Although now there wasn't any music playing loudly. Kellin glanced at me.
"You don't have to tell me it's none of my business." He stated. It pained my heart to hear him saying those. I wish he could just listen. I knew that I didn't have to tell him but I wanted to for some reason. But him doing like this made everything harder.
"Basically he was my very close friend at that time. I also had known him since we were kids. After a while he asked me out and I said why not -just for fun nothing serious.- While we were dating his mother died. And he like lost it completely he even went to rehab and I was actually about to break up with him that him. But I couldn't do it since he was already mentally unstable. I eventually did break up but he's still not over it. I explain him that we're not dating anymore, everytime but... You saw him... It is hard for me too. I can't be close with my best friend anymore. I have to avoid him not to go through the same thing over and over again." I finished off with a frustrated sigh.
"I'm sorry." He said. I found his eyes looking directly at mine.
"Me too." I trailed off." He was gone for awhile. To live with his sister but it didn't work apparently. I didn't know he was back. "
"I'm sorry that I reacted like that. I don't even know what's gotten into me." After he finished hos sentence, I put my hand on his grabbed and squeezed lightly. I was sick of waiting him to make a move.
"It's okay Kellin." You apparently like me.
He only nodded. He didn't really looked like he knew what to do. Awkward silence filled the air. I made an another move by putting my head onto his shoulder. He finally moved and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I closed my eyes and tried to enjoy sitting at the park but it was cold so I covered my bare arms with my hands. But then Kellin took his jacket off and put it over me. I thanked him and let the jacket warm me up whilst I enjoy Kellin's embrace.
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I opened my eyes to the sound of my phone. Today I was the whole world by Pierce the veil. Yeah i still listen to that shit band. (WARNING: SARCASM- gee people chill I wont insult my fave band lol) I sat on the bed whole stretching and yawning after I managed to acknowledge my surroundings I realized Kellin forgot his jacket last night. This was a thing now. I took the leather jacket and brought it to my nose, smelling his scent. I wasn't sure if I liked Kellin or his jackets more. I was actually really enjoying myself untill D came in.
"Move your ass. You're gonna be late baby." She said as she tried to sound as sweet as possible.
"Okay mom." I glared at her before I rolled my eyes.
"Wait is this Kellin's jacket, again?" She said covering her mouth out of shock.
"Don't be surprised. It's a thing now." I said, chuckling lightly. She grabbed the jacket and put it on. She looked at the mirror that was on the wall.
"Oh this is so cool. I want it." She said as she wrapped her arms around her torso to prevent me from taking it.
"Oh come on, im dating him. It's mine." I said as I stood up and walked up to her.
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MADNESS (Kellin Quinn Fanfiction) -COMPLETED-
Fanfiction"Guys it's KELLIN FUCKING QUINN." I shouted although i tried to keep my voice low. I pointed to the park he was at. They all looked back at me with wide eyes. "Remember you said you were over the bands and stuff. You said you decided to grow up and...