Truth

Chapter 14

God what do I say now.

"Ethan I'm sorry for the way I spoke to you, I know you were only trying to help and I'm glad you did. I also wanted to thank you for the money and I promise I will pay every penny back." I said rather quickly.

"It's OK, I'm happy to help the girl I....." his voice trailed off.

"The girl you deeply care about" I said quietly and he didn't respond.
"So why are you up?" I asked breaking the silence.

"I can ask you the same thing" he said smiling a little and I'm still leaning against the door.

"Um I was listening to music and I got lost track of time" I put my head down, why am I embarrassed by that.

"What music do you listen to?"

"Um.... I don't know bit of everything I guess, what about you?"

"Yeah same."
There was another small silence god this is awkward.
"You can come and sit down you know" Ethan said smiling again.

"I don't think that's a good idea" I keep my head down and Ethan stood up off his bed.

"Why?" he asked and he was standing against his bed.

"Ethan I'm going to go" I said but I stay standing there for his response.

"Don't go" he whispered which made me blush. He laughed a little.

"Why are you laughing?" I asked knowing full well why he is laughing.

"Why am I laughing, why do you always blush when I talk to you? Why do you never make eye contact with me? Why do you get embarrassed easily"

"I don't know" my voice was a whisper.
"I guess I find you intimating because your a hot, famous, funny, amazing boy and I'm just..... Me" I still don't make eye contact and I can feel him coming towards me.

"What do you mean your just you?" he said and now he is standing in front of me. I'm still looking down, I don't think I should look at his body since we are not together and that he is in love with someone else.

"I don't know, I'm not like you, I wouldn't fit in with you and your friends." he puts his finger under my chin and tilts my head up so I'm looking him in the eye.

"What are you talking about you get on great with Grayson, Riley loves you, Nate, Alex and the other guys will love you when you meet them, seriously what's the real reason"

"Your in love in someone Ethan! And I know it's not me and who ever she is I hope you too will be happy together" I said trying to hold back my tears, I try and turn and open the door but I can't move as Ethan is standing in front of me and I'm still leaning against the door.
"Ethan please can you move so I can go to bed" he looks at me confused.

"Wait is this about my tweet. For God sake I thought you knew" I look at him confused.
"It's you, it's always been you. Ever since the first time I met you, I knew I liked you. That's why I was so distant with you, because I wanted to be with you. Like I said before I feel myself falling for you and I didn't stop. I fell and fell hard. Arianna it's you I fell in love with."
I was speechless! Ethan Dolan is in love with me. This must be a dream!
"Say something" Ethan said pulling me back to reality and I smiled the biggest smile I have done since my parents died.

"I love you, you arrogant prat" I smile and he laughs.

"Your such a fan girl" he both laugh a little.

"So what now?" I asked.

"Don't know maybe this" Ethan said and he puts his hands on my waist. He looks deep into my eyes and his eyes shot down to my lips, he then bites onto his bottom lip making me go weak in the knees, I hold onto Ethans arms to steady myself. He looks back up to my eyes and leans in, I close my eyes and seconds later our lips connect. It soon turned into a heated make out.

"Jump" he said and I do. I wrap my legs around his waist. It hurt like crazy but I held in my scream and just gripped tightly onto his hair making him let out a soft moan. He walks over to the bed and lays me down carefully and he crawls on top of me. I wince slightly and Ethan pulls away looking down at me.
"Are you OK?"he asked.

"Yeah I'm fine Ethan, but please be gentle" I said a little embarrassed.

"We don't have to anything you don't want to do" his voice was soft.

"No, no I want to, I really do" I whisper and Ethan leans down and kisses me passionately. He slowly helps me takes off my top and joggers so I'm only left in my underwear. He pulls away for a breath and his eyes dart to my ribs.
"I'm OK as long as your gentle" I said and his jaw was clenched.

"The thought of that prick hitting you like that is sickening"

"Ethan I'm... O.... K.." I spelled out to him and kissed him again. It wasn't long before it turned into a heated make out again.

"Tell me if I hurt you and I will stop" he said and his lips made there way to my neck sending me shivers down my spine.

"I love you Ethan" I whipser.

"I love you Arianna" he whipsers against my neck.