This was a Mistake...

What do You Mean?

Addie's P.O.V. ***

I sat, watching Anna, who seemed to be in such deep thought that I didn't want to disturb her. Looking closer, I realized she had tears streaming down her face and instantly I went to go comfort her. She was not going to be alone right now.

As I walked in, I could tell she tensed herself up, and put a barrier between me and her, I could see why though. I did my best to comfort her as she mumbled words that. I couldn't understand.

"Sweetheart, I can't hear you," I told her softly.

She looked at me dead in the eyes, "Addie, I didn't tell you about the cancer because I knew. You would ask about the amount of time I had left. Knowing that, I didn't want to tell you. But now, I have to because it's killing me not to.

"They're giving me a year, but at the rate this cancer is heading in, they're afraid that I won't live much longer. Because of this, I want you to give Rain to Mickie when I go," She told me.

I looked at her, "I will not give your babygirl to Mickie, there's no way in hell. Besides, you are not dying."

"Addie," Anna said, "If I die that means you'll have at least five kids. I'm not doing that to you, if I can control it."

"Anne-Marie, you are not dying on me. You will not leave me. You will stay here, understood? You're going to beat this cancer's ass." I told her sternly.

She only nodded at me, too tired of fighting about it and, honestly, so am I. Both of us are tired of this whole cancer thing, her especially. It kills me to even think about losing her. I don't want her to suffer, but I don't want her to just give up this easily. I want her to be here for Rain, Jackson, Angel, Dawson, And Eathan. I want her to see them, I want them to know who she is, and I want them to all grow up with her around, without her being sick.

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Anna's P.O.V. ***

After the small argument me and Addie had, I walked into the kitchen and stood over the sink, staring out the window. As I heard Addie come into the room, I turned to look at her only for her to say, "I know we just sorta fought, but um, I need to go to the hospital."

I ran to grab my keys before helping Addie get into the car.

As I drove to the hospital, I grabbed her hand, "Ready for this babe?" I asked her. She smiled, "As of right now, I just want to get these three out!"