December 10

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Damn, I don't even know where to start. So much shit has happened. It started ever since my grandpa died. Everyone has been so bummed out and miserable. Except my parents. They don't give a shit. "Get off it." They say. Well it sorta hard to when u were really close. He has been there since I was born, I helped him walk again and so much more. I can't stop thinking about it. I tear up almost every time I do. Why does this always happen to me. I've yelled at my parents a lot too. They just don't get it. I hate them so much. They don't realize I'm this way because of them, the main reason I cut to. And yes I still do that but I can't help it. I have to wear long sleeves no matter what now. I don't even know anymore. Would anyone even miss me if I was gone? I highly doubt it. Idk that sounds like a good option. Shit! My parents again. Bye...

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