What the hell is life at this point? It definitely isn't good..at least not for me. Life is so god damn complicated and it's different for everyone that's why no one can explain it. All we know is that life is unpredictable. Things get thrown in your face and your forced to deal with it. That is unless you want to run away from your problems but they'll learn real soon. It makes it worse. Sure you might get some time to think but does that really help? Most of the time you just gotta go with the flow and if you don't you get broken. Sometimes even going with the flow breaks you, change is hard. I think that's the hardest thing for all of us. The fear everyone shares; change. You can't stop it, you can't control it, it just happens. All the time, your entire life. Sure people get use to things but they can change in an instant and most of the time they do. That's why no one can get fully use to something cuz no matter what it changes over time. Change is killing me now. My friends. They're all fading, we're losing each other and there's nothing I can do about it. They all have their own opinions and is deciding to leave. Even my best friend, well she got herself in an tough spot. She just needs to figure out for herself how to get out. Wether or not she comes back to me afterwards is unpredictable. Someone..a person has..messed up my life. They are ruining my friendships, my chance of a relationship. They just want to make me suffer. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just so lonely. I want someone I can actually trust. Just for once. I need someone.
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The diary of Shadow Nomi
De TodoThe story of a teenage girl named Shadow. She has many issues. She is called emo by everyone. Only has a very small friend group and one friend that knows everything and has her back. She has also has created something or someone. Join her and throu...
