I talked to them. Well it was a chick but whatever. I just told her the truth. My friends are worried because I keep getting called to the office. Thankfully all I have to do is act okay or fake a smile and they think I'm fine. They know I've had issues before but since I've been acting normal they think I'm fine which I'm not. I have just gotten better at hiding it. I'm just so tired of it. It's like they don't care. I ran away as soon as I got home because the chick was there, I wasn't going to have anything to do with her. So I went in through the back door, packed my stuff and went to my best friend Harley. We talked and so on. It really didn't help but I needed to get out that damn house before I went insane. I came home today and they yelled there asses off at me"YOU DIDN'T NEED TO GET THEM INTO OUR SHIT!" Well maybe I'm tired of this god damn shit. So now I'm grounded for god knows how long because I did that. The thing that confuses me is that some people said u did the right thing and other people said I fucked up. I'm leaning more towards fucked up because well u know I always fuck up. I just fucking hate it no one is on my side. I have my little bubble that keeps me from crashing and it's breaking. So I'm slowly breaking with it. I'm just one of the "kids in the dark"- All time low. I love that song but the thing is I don't know of any other "kids in the dark" so I'm all alone but still. Anyway that's all for now so bye.
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The diary of Shadow Nomi
AcakThe story of a teenage girl named Shadow. She has many issues. She is called emo by everyone. Only has a very small friend group and one friend that knows everything and has her back. She has also has created something or someone. Join her and throu...
