January 18

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What, it's been 4 days and shit is already more fucked up. I did nothing this time to. It's all my mother and my "dad". He's not really my dad but he's the closest I'm gonna get. They got in an argument, cops came. Mom wants to take him to court. I don't think she realizes what she's doing. She is just gonna make things worse. And if "dad" wins he's gonna get custody of my sister. Basically I'll either be stuck with my shitty ass mom and her drunk ass boyfriend or get put in a foster home. You know at this point that place seems better, I could start over. Maybe even try to be positive. Who am I kidding that would never happen. I don't think I even care about what happens anymore. I'm done there is not point in living anymore. "Dad" probably is gonna get my sister. Once ok she's safe, I'll feel a bit better. Even though she can be a real bitch at times I love her. I try to do everything I can for her. She just never realizes it. I really hope she ends up living with "dad". She doesn't need to go through this, no one should. After all this I'll be gone, free. Even if I go to the fiery depths of hell. I've been living in hell my entire life so it can't be to much bad right? Bye...

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