March 1

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Once again people won't tell me shit. I'm worried as hell. No ones okay, we're all on edge. I hate it, I hate it all. I wish it would just stop. All of it. You know I could honestly end it. Like who am I but kidding I have no real purpose here. I can't even really help people..I thought I could at least do that. Just god damn what's the point of it all? I don't even know why I talk to people anymore. It's like torture seeing them all happy and moving on. I don't know what to do. I wish I could just forget it all. I hate my life...I just want a brand new start. Get rid of it all. Get rid of the mistake that hurt me the most.. everything would finally be okay. Things are just so weird like this. Like my life has never been normal but..damn. All it does is get worse, I guess that make sense tho. After all that what I've been told my entire life; "It doesn't get better from here, life just keeps getting worse." And they were right.. I'm honestly just so done.

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