Febaury 13

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Why do I even try anymore? What's the point of it all? Everything is just a mess. My friends and I have just been drifting apart. We still sit together and walk with each other in the hallway but no one dares to mumble a word. We are all so quiet now. No one knows what's going on but they all refuse to even try to find out. All of our lives are messed up, wether mines the worst or not, who knows like I said no one talks anymore. We all know no ones okay. No one just bothers to ask anymore. I want to say something, do something, comfort them but____I'm afraid to. I don't want to hurt anyone and who knows maybe there's a reason for all this, I just don't know it yet. The guy I loved...he's a whole other story. We're supposedly friends, we barley even talk though. And I understand this was going to be complicated from the start, I understand he has better things to do than talk to me. But it's just that he's avoiding me overall. Oh, who am kidding I'm probably over thinking all of this, like I always do. That's the thing I hate about myself the most, I over think everything. All of its probably not as bad as it seems. Well what do I know? Nothing.

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