I Met The Love Of My Life | a.a

I didn't want you to know...

Someone touched my hand and I woke up. It was her. The most beautiful woman in the whole word.
Do you feel better today, honey? She asked. I just smiled and she already knew. She kissed me in my forehead and left me alone. I was about to stop her and tell her to stay, but she was actually in another room so I shouldn't be worried about that she'd never come back to me.
She came back like five minutes later and brought some clothes.
I want you to get dressed. She said. I was that surprized that I didn't even say any word. I have my own clothes! I thought. And then I remembered myself what happened last night. My eyes got wet but I knew she was still next to me and I didn't want her to be worried about me so I tried not to cry.
She saw me crying too many times.
But she already knew that I was going to cry my eyes out again. She sat next to me.
Don't even think about your boyfriend, sweetheart. Just look at me. I don't want you to cry. She said and hugged me tightly. I tried to hug her back.
When I met you, you were crying. Then, when we were sitting and talking, you were crying again. Why are you so emotional? Oh my God, she asked me a lot of questions and I wasn't sure if I wanted to answer.
I didn't say a word. I didn't want her to know that I'm diagnosed with deep depression.
Just tell me, Alice. I want to know what's going on. She said and touched my hand carefully.
So I told her. She looked at me and hugged me again. Then I started crying. We laid down on the bed. I put my head on her shoulder.
Do you want me to sing? She asked.
Yea. I want. That's all that I was able to say. She started singing Take It All quietly and it calmed me down.
Why you didn't tell me about it before? She asked when she finished the song.
Because I didn't want you to be worried about me. I answered.
I'd be worried anyway. I was worried. Shit, I am worried about you! She said it louder than I expected so I jumped away from her with some panic in my eyes. She's never shouted at me before. At least, in this way. She seemed to be angry with me.
I'm sorry, baby girl. I didn't mean to shout at you. Just come back here and don't be scared of me. She said. So I laid down with her. She started playing with my hair.
But there was one more thing that I didn't tell her about.

It's shorter chapter. And it actually consists of crying and tears. 😂 it's because of me, it was really sad day today.
Always yours,
Alice xoxo.