I Met The Love Of My Life | a.a

I can give it a try

There was one more thing that I didn't tell her about. When I was with her I felt... good. It's just hard to explain. I was thinking about it before. It's kinda strange. You meet somebody by accident and then this person means the world to you. Actually, she's always been everything for me. But I've never thought that I'd see her face to face one day.
I want you to get dressed. She remembered me. I looked at her.
Do you want me to leave you alone?
NO! I screamed. I didn't want her to leave me. I felt safe when she was with me.
So I got up from the bed and took off my jeans and blouse. Adele was shocked.
What's wrong, Delly? I asked. It was the first time when I called her this way.
I didn't see them before. Sweetheart, is there anything that hurts you? She asked quietly.
No. Why are you asking? And then I looked down. I saw my legs. There were bruises. A lot of them. I didn't even feel the pain.
Does it hurt very much? She asked.
No. I whispered and sat down. She sat right next to me and touched one of the bruises. She put her hand on my cheek and kissed me in my forehead. She hugged me tightly and started humming Chasing Pavements. I was still in her arms. It seemed like she didn't want to let me go.
She moved herself. She said something that I didn't hear. I thought she'd repeat it so I wanted to look into her eyes while listening to her.
Our lips accidentally connected. I didn't know how it happened.
When I realized what's just happened I jumped away from her.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. I was shocked.
That's fine. She said, then touched my hand and smiled.
All I wanted to do then was to come back to her arms as fast as it's possible. So I came back to her.
Can I ask you a question?
Yes, go ahead and ask me whatever you want about. I'll answer if I know how to do it. I said.
When we were sitting in the restaurant you said that you love me, right? Why am I so important for you? I was always wondering why people do love me so much. She said and smiled in the way I loved the most. It melted my heart and I couldn't focuse at her question for a second.
I'd have to think about the answer for a while.
She just said that it's ok and smiled again.
So I just started thinking. I had a lot of things to tell her and I didn't know if I should start telling her how her music changed me or how I started loving her as a person, not only a singer.
Your question is really hard to answer, at least in my case. I have been your fan since I was just a little kid. I saw your recordings on My Space. Your voice made me speechless. I was so amazed.  So I started telling her this story. I was diagnosed with depression three years ago. Then it was only getting deeper and deeper. Your music was making me feel... alive. It still does that! I started watching your intervieves and live performances on YouTube. Now I don't listen to other singers. What's more, you're like a friend to me.
I stopped for a while. I looked at her and tried to figure out her feelings about that what I said. She was speechless. She just stared at me so I decided to continue.
If somebody asked me your question one week ago, I'd add that I have no idea what'd happen if I wasn't able to listen to your songs or watch your interviews on YouTube. It felt like you're always mentally with me. The same is right now. I love being with you, talking to you, being in your arms... But I know that you'll leave me sooner or later. Rather sooner...
Her face got closer to mine and it interrupted me. I couldn't focuse. I forgot what I was saying before. I felt her lips on mine lips. She kissed me passionatelly. Alice, what the fuck are you doing?! I thought but I couldn't fight it. I kissed back. She stopped, took a deep breath and kissed me again but this time it was softer. Then she looked at me and smiled.
I won't leave you, love. She said and hugged me tightly.
Well, I can give it a try. She added. I was still in her arms but I knew that she was smiling.

I'd like to give a credit for the idea to amazing amazingadele192125 for an idea. I read her book and we both think that some parts of this chapter are similiar to her book. Anyway, I hope you like it so far.
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Always yours,
Alice xoxo