Broken porcelain a Josh Ramsay fan fiction (plus a little bit of Tyler Joseph)

Leave me alone

A/n: so I'm gonna be trying to update at least once every three days but I might do it more often😁😁😁

Amanda's pov

I put my bags on one of the beds and a nurse came by and said "it's time for lunch"

I rolled my eyes at the nurse and turned away.

" c'mon sweetheart you gotta eat" she said kindly.

I huffed but followed her to the lunch room and got a sandwich and an apple and sat down at a table in the back.

I heard two sets of footsteps and looked up and there was Melanie and another guy.

He had short blonde hair and beautiful brown eyes. He was wearing skinny jeans and a red t-shirt. All in all he was hot.

"Hi" he said.

"Hi" I said quietly, looking down.

"This is Amanda Unrau" Melanie said.

I looked up and waved slightly.

"I'm Camm Hunter" he said.

They both sat down and we all talked.

"So why are you here?" Camm asked me.

"Heroin, bulimia, cutting, and depression. What about you?"

"Oh wow um... Cutting and weed."

"What about you Melanie?" I asked.

"Weed and bulimia." She replied.

Another nurse came by and said it was time for group therapy.

We followed behind her to a room with 6 other people sitting in a circle. I sat inbetween Mel and Camm.

"Ok how about we go around the circle and say your name, why you're here, and something about you." A nurse, who's name card said Ellen, said.

Mel started.

"My name is Melanie , and I'm here for weed and bulimia, and... I like to sing."

Another girl went next.

"My name's Jenna, I'm here for weed, heroin, canabis, and alcohol, and I hate her" she said pointing at Mel.

"My name is Shane, I'm here for being an alcoholic, and I love food"

I had lost interest after that but my attention was caught by another guy. I didn't look up but I already knew who it was.

Oh shit I thought.

"My names Jacob and I'm here for alcohol, and pot, and I just found my exgirlfriend." He said looking at me.

There, sat the boy that abused me and caused me to go here, Jacob.

I was terrified and I think Mel could sense cause she leaned over to me and whispered "hey, you ok?"

"Ya ya I'm fine" I whispered back.

It was Camm's turn and he said "hi my names Camm, I'm here for cutting and weed, and I'm in a small band called Down With Webster."

It was my turn but I refused to say anything.

"Sweetheart it's your turn" Ellen said to me.

"Don't call me that" I snapped at her.

She sighed. "Can you just tell us your name, why you're here and something about you?"

I stayed silent and Ellen said "fine let's just go on to the next activity."

An hour later we were allowed to go to the recreational room that had books and a couple phones that we were allowed to use at certain times.