Broken porcelain a Josh Ramsay fan fiction (plus a little bit of Tyler Joseph)

A... Situation

Tylers Joseph's pov

"Guys?" I heard Amanda call from the bathroom.

I walked back and said "what?"

"Can you please grab my towel from my suitcase on my bunk?" She asked.

I looked at her face peeking out from behind the bathroom door and noticed that her eyes were slightly puffy and red. "Have you been crying?" I asked

"No I got something in my eye" she told me. I didn't believe her but I went to get her her towel. I brought it back and when she reached out her arm for it I saw a whole bunch of cuts going up her arm. I gasped and she realized what is had saw and quickly snatched her feel and slammed the door shut.

I went to the front and sat down, thinking about what happened for a little. All off a sudden Amanda and Josh (Ramsay) walked in. I looked at Amanda and she immediately looked down. She started playing with a section of hair nervous lot before she mumbled "I-I'm gonna g-go draw" and fled. I sighed.

I walked to the back and saw Josh (dun). "What's up?" He said, turning his head to look at me. I sighed. "If I tell you this, promise me you won't tell anyone else?" I asked him.

His smile disappeared and he nodded his head.

"Amanda asked me to grab her her towel from her suitcase 'cause she was in the shower. I have it to her and when she reached her arm out to grab it I saw a whole bunch of fresh cuts on her arm. " I told him in a hushed to so that no one would hear.

"Well you should go talk to her about it!" He exclaimed.

"I-I'm gonna go for a quick walk." I told him.

I quickly walked out of the back and went outside. I ran into Katie and she said "what are you doing?"

"I'm going for a walk. Do you wanna come?" I asked her. She smiled at me and agreed.

We started to walk and I grabbed her hand and pulled her closer to me. She stopped walking and turned to me. "Are you okay? You don't look good..." She trailed off.

I nodded my head and she gave me a sceptical look. "Are you s-" I cut her off by grabbing her face with both of my hands and kissing her. She was suprised at first but started kissing back. We made out for about 10 minutes before she pulled away and said "we should probably go back". We started walking back and I looked down and noticed that I had a... A situation.

"Ummm.." I trailed of awkwardly. She looked at me and then noticed my boner. She laughed and stood on her tippy toes and kissed me on my lips quickly and "accidentally" brushed against my situation. I let out a little moan and she giggled and then ran back to the bus. I followed her and we walked in to find everyone except Amanda sitting in the front. They started to laugh and I wondered why. Then I remembered I still had a boner and quickly rushed to the bathroom. I took a cold shower and then got out and dried off and changed back into my clothes.

I walked out and went to the bunks. Josh was right. I did need to talk to Amanda. I went to her bunk and lightly knocked on the outside of it. She opened the curtain again and when she saw me her face went pale. "Amanda we need to talk."

She nodded her head slowly and got up. She followed me to the back room and we both sat down.

"Why?" I asked.

Amanda's pov

"Why?" Tyler asked me.

I looked down and shrugged. He tilted my head back up so I was forced to look at him.

"Why?" He asked, firmer this time.

"The voices" I whispered. My eyes started to tear up and Tyler moved closer to me. "What voices?" He asked gently.

"I get these voices in my head every so often. I haven't got them for a while but they came back today." I looked up at him. "If I tell you this you have to promise not to tell anyone ok?"

He nodded and I said "i.... The voices. They say I'm fat and ugly and worthless and.. Stuff happens. Sometimes I listen to them. It's easier at the time cause it makes them go away. I listened and well..." I showed him my arm.

He stared at it for a couple seconds before pulling me into a hug. "Is that it?" He asked. "Ya that's all" I said unconvincingly. "Amanda?" I sighed. "I threw up my food" I whispered. "Stop it. Don't ever do that again you hear me?" He said harshly. I nodded and he gave me one last hug before getting up and going.

I sat in the back for about five more minutes trying to control my crying before coming back out.