Amanda's pov
"Or else what? You'll break up with me?" I countered. He looked at me with sad eyes and said "yes."
I looked at him, first in shock, then sadness, and finally anger. I got up and ran out the door. "Amanda wait!" I heard him call but I didn't stop I just ran and ran until I didn't know where I was.
Wow this stadium is big I thought to myself. I stopped to catch my breath and heard running. I quickly went into the room by me in hopes of getting away from Josh. I closed the door and turned around to see Camm staring at me weird. Oh this must be Camm's dressing room.
"Um... Hi?" He said confused.
"Hi sorry I just need to hide here for a little." I said to him.
He looked closer at me and then said "have you been crying?" I looked down and quickly nodded my head. "Why?" He asked. I shrugged and he pulled me over to the couch. We sat down and he put his arms around me in a hug. I leaned into his arms and burst into tears that I've been holding in for a while. It was just like a dam of bursting and all my problems were flowing out. I told Camm about what happened. About when Tyler saw me cut, about the trenchers, about Tyler carrying me to Josh, about running, about Josh finding out, about Josh threatening to break up. Everything.
"Amanda. Look at me." Camm said. I looked up into his beautiful brown eyes and he was about to say something, when there was a knock at the door. My eyes went wide and I panicked, thinking it was Josh. I hid behind the couch and Camm opened the door to reveal Katie. I sighed with repeat and stood up.
"So he said that he wanted me too-" she cut herself off and did a double take at me standing behind the couch, eyes red and puffy.
"Amanda?" She said. "What's wrong?" I didn't say anything so she came over and grabbed my hand and said "c'mon lets go to Tyler (Joseph)'s room and we'll talk."
I started to panic again and said "no I can't go near Tyler!"
"Whoa whoa calm down he's with Josh he isn't in his room" she assured me. I agreed to go and we walked to tylers room. We went in and she turned the lights on. We sat down on the couch and she said "spill."
I told her everything I told Camm and once I was done she said "ok. Obviously it seems that rehab isn't gonna help you. So I'm gonna help you quit. And I'm sure Tyler will too. And I'm sure that Ramsay just wants you to get better and is willing to risk your guys' relationship for you to get better. So don't be too mad at him. I think you guys just need to talk."
The door all of a sudden opened and Tyler (Joseph) said "who are you talking to Katie?"
He then realized that I was there and said "Amanda? Why aren't you with Josh?""He said that if I don't go to rehab then he'll break up with me so I left" I said, still crying.
"So I said that i don't think that rehab will help cause it didn't help before. I said that I would help her try to stop." Katie said.
"Well I will too" Tyler said turning to me. I smiled gratefully and Tyler said "you should probably talk to Josh though" and I nodded.
Tyler left to go get Josh and Katie turned back to me and said "don't worry. If he says anything mean then I'll punch him". I laughed and gave her a hug.
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Broken porcelain a Josh Ramsay fan fiction (plus a little bit of Tyler Joseph)
FanfictionAmanda is having a rough life. What with an abusive ex, cutting, bulimia, depression, and to top it all off heroin. But can one blue haired guy help change her life? Or will she always be broken porcelain? I do not own any lyrics and I'm just gonna...