Forgive me?

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Josh's pov

I went outside from the back room just in time to see Amanda run out of the bus and out of the parking lot. I was about to go see what was wrong when Jonathan Simpkin called my name. I walked over to see what he wanted and he told me that we were leaving in an hour.

After that I went to the washroom and set out to find Amanda. I saw her sitting in a tree with Brendon from P!ATD and then heard her say something like "you are so gay" and then he leaned in and said "if I was gay would I do this?" And kiss her.

From the angle I was at it looked like she was kissing back. I heard them say one more thing and then Amanda saw me.

I was so hurt. Just about a half an hour ago we had agreed that we both liked each other and then we made out. And now she's off kissing another guy.

I turned and started to do what I do best, and run.

As I was about to run I heard Amanda calling me. I ignored her and kept running and I heard her calling me again.

I turned around and spat "what could you possibly want?" And then before she could say anything I said "I thought you said you liked me? It was only, what, half an hour ago that we were kissing and now I come out here and find you making out with Brendon? Well whatever it is that we had? That's gone"
And then I started to leave again but before I left, I turned back around and said something that I really regret: "Jacob was right, you are a slut" and then I ran.

I went to the bus and paced it mumbling stuff like "I fucked up" and "what did I do?"

Amanda's pov

The bus started moving again and I went to go find Tyler armes because I wanted someone to talk to and he's so sweet.

I walked to the back room and I found Mike, Ian, Matt, and to my suprise, Josh (Ramsay)

"Um do you guys know where Tyler armes is?" I asked quietly. They all looked up, obviously startled by my voice. "Um I think he went back to the other bus." Ian told me. I gave him a small smile and then went to the front. No one was there so that meant that Katie, Tyler Joseph, and Josh dun were in their bunks.

I sat down on the couch and grabbed my sketch book and pencil. I started drawing but wasn't really paying attention to what I was drawing. I let my mind wander and was so lost in thought that I didn't hear Josh (Ramsay) approach me. "That's really good" he said, startling me out of my thoughts. I looked down at the sketch book to see a drawing of Josh standing on a stage with his arms out wide, and a spotlight right in him.

I quickly closed my sketch book and looked back up at him.

He sighed. "Amanda I'm sorry. I should never have called you a slut and I just wasn't thinking. Brendon told me that he kissed you and that you pulled away after. I'm so sorry I didn't listen to your side of the story"

Why was he apologizing? I'm the one that had to go and kiss another guy.

"No he kissed you" Josh said.

Oh damn did I say that out loud?

"Yes you did" Josh laughed and I did too.

"Forgive me?" He said making puppy dog eyes at me.

I laughed."yes" I said to him.

He grinned and gave me a hug.

Hopefully now there won't be any drama and I can just relax for this tour, I thought.

Oh if only I had known how wrong I was.

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