Broken porcelain a Josh Ramsay fan fiction (plus a little bit of Tyler Joseph)

You kissed me?

Amanda's pov

I woke up in Camm's arms with a nurse saying "you aren't allowed in here! How did you even get in here?"

I flipped her if and flipped over so I was facing away from her and into Camm's chest, which I know noticed that he was only wearing his boxers.

The nurse sighed but walked away saying "no sex"

When I woke up next I went back to my room. I found out that they were keeping Jacob under supervision at all times.

The next four months were awful but I did start feeling better.

Camm and I and Mel and I got much closer and in the day that me and Camm (Mel was staying for another week) were leaving, we swapped numbers.

I gave him a hug and asked him where he lived. "Downtown Vancouver" he responded.

I laughed. "Me too"

He smiled "great!"

I have him a hug and promised to text him later just as Katie and Josh pulled up.

They signed me out and I ran over to them engulfing Katie in a huge hug. After that I hugged Josh and kissed him.

He pulled away and then looked away.

"Are you ok?" I asked.

He just nodded and got in the back of the car.

I looked at Katie and saw that she looked just as confused as me.

We drove home and then when we got out I pulled Josh to the side.

"Josh what's the matter? We were fine when I left" I asked

He sighed. "Um... Noth-" he got interrupted by Jordyn walking over and kissing him and saying "hi Joshie" and batting her eyelashes at him.

My eyes teared up and I pushed him away and ran to my room. In the distance heard Katie yelling "what the hell was that Ramsay?!?" Then I heard a slap and looked back and Josh was on the ground.

"Next time I use my fucking steel bat you fucking douche bag!"

I ran to my room and slammed the door.

On the way home I had told Katie all about Camm while Josh was listening to music.

She even made me give him his number for some reason.

Well, now I know that reason.

I collapsed on the bed and lied there sobbing for like, a half an hour.

I got up and went to the bathroom and grabbed my razor.

I looked at it, contemplating whether or not I was gonna throw away 8 months of rehab for this.

I decided that I am.

I was about to slide it across my wrist when all of a sudden my door opened.

"Amanda?" I heard a male voice

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"I-I-I don't know" I sobbed collapsing on the floor.

He came over and grabbed the razor. "You just got out of rehab Amanda. Please promise me that you won't do that again"

I glared at him but nodded my head.

He grabbed me in a hug before I could walk out and then out of nowhere he kissed me.

I kissed him back and closed my eyes.

When I opened my eyes I looked into his eyes.

"What was that?" I asked.

"Amanda I really like you" he said.

I avoided his glance and he said "Amanda pleads look at me."

I sighed his name "ugh....

A/n who kissed her? I'll update again later tonight!