Broken porcelain a Josh Ramsay fan fiction (plus a little bit of Tyler Joseph)

Forgivness

A/n idk why but I thought it would be a good idea to add Brendan Urie as the pic. Idk he's fucking hot. ^^

Amanda's pov

I sighed his name "ugh Camm"

He looked at me with puppy dog eyes and said "pleeeaaasssee Amanda. Just ine date and if you still don't want to then we can just be friends."

I smiled then nodded my head.

His face brightened and he hugged me.

All of a sudden his face turned serious. "But for real Amanda, you can't go back to cutting. Please promise me that you won't ever do it again"

"Ok" I agreed.

He smiled and pulled me out to the living room, where Katie was sitting with Josh, who had a big red spot on his cheek from Katie.

As soon as I saw Josh I turned right around and went back to my room.

Camm sighed but didn't say anything. He grabbed me and slung me over his shoulder.

I yelled and pounded my fists on his back, but he still didn't put me down.

"You can't stay mad at Josh, he just wants to be your fren."(I had too)

All of a sudden he dropped me on the couch right next to Josh.

I started to get up and leave until Camm grabbed me and pulled me on to his lap and wrapped his arms around my waist so I couldn't leave.

I sighed but settled back into his chest.

"Amanda" Josh sighed "at least look at me."

I didn't make any movement and I heard someone get up. I felt a hand on my chin and before I knew it Josh had pulled my chin so that I was looking at him.

I jerked my chin away and buried my face in the crook of Camm's neck.

He kissed the top of my head and whispered "please just listen to in for a minute."

I looked up at him and sighed but turned.

I looked at Josh and he said "Amanda I'm sorry but when I broke up with Jordyn I just- I'm still in love with her." He said.

Joshs pov

"Amanda I'm sorry but when I broke up with Jordyn i just- I'm still in love with her." I said.

Total lie. Katie told me about this Camm guy and that apparently he had asked Amanda out in rehab. I just thought that she was going out with this guy so I'd go out with someone to try to forget about her. That's when Katie told me that Amanda turned Camm down because she likes me but by then I was already dating Jordyn again and when I tried to break up with her she wouldn't get lost.

"I hope that we can at least still be friends." I told her.

She gave me a little smile and nodded.

She stood up and so did Camm. He hugged her and kissed her cheek, then Amanda guided her lips to his.

I looked away with a pang of jealousy.

They went back to Amanda's room and I looked over at Katie who was still glaring at me.

"I can't believe she forgave you Ramsay. You don't deserve her forgiveness you bitch." Katie spat at me.

She was starting to piss me off.

"Listen Katie, I know I fucked up but lay off will you? And by the way you hit like a girl." I smirked at her.

She got up in my face and lowered her voice. "Oh yeah? Well I know that you fucked 3 different girls while Amanda was gone. And one was the day she left. You know, you're pretty loud." It was her turn to smirk at me.

"So just know that if you get on my nerves I could tell Amanda and ruin any chance at you even being her friend." She said to me through gritted teeth.

Oh fuck. Was I really that loud?