Chapter 19

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JUNE'S P.O.V.:

We hadn't told my family about what we had decided. 

So that meant that during dinner and what not we had to pretend nothing was off. That wasn't that hard though; we just acted like best friends by joking the whole time and calling each other names. 

I loved that part honestly; the part of our relationship where we could be best friends and still be together together.

Tristan and I hadn't been together long at all; not even 24 hours, but it felt like it had been weeks or at least days. That was probably because we were technically living together. 

After dinner  Tris and I decided to watch another Harry Potter film together because the last time had been really fun. 

My step-grandfather, Joe had agreed to let us use the main television in the living room after my cousin, Harry had gone to bed as no one else wanted to use it for any special reasons. We waited in my room until Harry had actually been put to bed. 

"Wait! Oh my God!" I exclaimed, clutching my phone. Nathan Sykes had just uploaded a new video and I was losing it.

"What?" Tris asked. 

"Do you know Nathan Sykes?" I asked him, "Yeah, from The Wanted, right?" 

That was like a pang to my heart; every time someone mentioned The Wanted my heart started to sting a bit. I really missed them. 

"Exactly." I answered when I had collected myself, "He's been releasing a few solo songs for a while now." 

"Like Kiss Me Quick?" 

"Yes and More Than You'll Ever Know, but he just uploaded a new video and he's like my favourite solo artist!" I explained.  

As I opened YouTube I sat on the bed, next to Tris and he put an arm around my shoulder. I rested my head on his shoulder as I clicked on the video labeled "Over And Over Again" in my subscription box. 

At first I didn't understand why there was an old lady painting, but then everything became clear I was was sucked into the flashbacks of the music video. Nathan's voice and his lyrics drowned out everything and I felt myself slip away. 

My eyes started to sting; it was just so beautiful and I couldn't contain myself. It perfectly described all I ever wanted.

"From the way you smile

To the way you look

You capture me

Unlike no other

From the first hello

Yeah, that's all it took

And suddenly

We had each other

And I won't leave you

Always be true

One plus one, two for life

Over and over again

So don't ever think I need more

I've got the one to live for

No one else will do

And I'm telling you

Just put your heart in my hands

I promise it won't get broken

We'll never forget this moment

It will stay brand new

'Cause I'll love you

Over and over again

Over and over again

From the heat of night

To the break of day

I'll keep you safe

And hold you forever

And the sparks will fly

They will never fade

'Cause every day gets better and better

And I won't leave you

Always be true

One plus one, two for life

Over and over again

So don't ever think I need more

I've got the one to live for

No one else will do

Yeah, I'm telling you

Just put your heart in my hands

I promise it won't get broken

We'll never forget this moment

It will stay brand new

'Cause I'll love you

Over and over again

Over and over again

Girl when I'm with you

I lose track of time

When I'm without you

You're stuck on my mind

Be all you need

'Til the day that I die

I'll love you

Over and over again

So don't ever think I need more

I've got the one to live for

No one else will do

Yeah, I'm telling you

Just put your heart in my hands

Promise it won't get broken

We'll never forget this moment

It will stay brand new

'Cause I'll love you

Over and over again

Over and over again

Over and over again"

"Hey, you okay?" I heard Tris say next to me as the song ended.

I turned to face him, not bothering to wipe away the tears staining my cheeks. Tristan did though; he lifted up his hand to do just that. 

"That's my dream." I started, stumbling over my words slightly, "Everything they had is all I want in life." 

"To have someone fall in love with you over and over again?" Tristan asked. 

I nodded, burying my face in his shirt as new tears slid down my cheeks. Tris didn't care about me staining his shirt, he lifted my chin up with his hand and kissed me, "You already have that." he whispered. 

I must have looked confused or stunned because he went on to say: "It was how I fell in love with you; I kept finding little things I loved and I still do. Every time you do something quirky or fun or whatever I feel my heart leap, like I'm falling in love all over again." 

"Me too." I said. 

Tristan had perfectly explained how I had been feeling for God knows how long. 

Author's Note:

This was a big one guys!! The title of this book has finally been explained! 

I linked the official video at the top of this chapter and can I just say before someone points it out: I know this song came out after this all supposedly happened, but just go with it please.

#3 Show Me Love is starting soon! :)) I am super excited for that! I spent two hours today writing out the entire storyboard and I also already have drafts for the first three chapters. Plus I think it might be the best book of this entire series, but that's all you're getting.. ;)

Please vote and comment, it would mean a lot.

XOXO Nina

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