• Unhealthy Abandonment •

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Shivers down my spine followed by unidentified smoke

Words

Have

No

Point

Here

I live in my head in a place you are still mine

This is the point of madness

Scratches on the tip of my tongue tell me

You

Actually

Happened

Wait.

You actually happened?

I spent days under a memory inclosed blanket

Where I am still alive

And you are still here holding me

Why

Are

You

Wrapped

So

Tight

You are choking me in my own imagination

Arms around my chest

I

Can't

Breathe

This isn't a dream this is a nightmare

Fists inclosed tight

Please

Don't punch the wall again

Loud noises scare me and now I can't wake up

Wake

Me

Up

This is going on too long

Why are you gone

Did I do something wrong.

She's

So

Pretty

Why can't I have a body like her?

Teeth chattering

Why are your words are so cold?

Annoyingly clinging onto you like I have nothing left to live for

You tell me there is nothing left to live for if I don't have you

Wake

Me

Up

What is this life I'm living?

A boy with a tongue like knives.

Kiss my neck and cut me deep please

Let

Me

Feel

Something

Shove yourself down my throat and let me throw up everything you've ever said

Why am I still haunted

Nightmares with the sound of your fist hitting..

Skin?

Walls.

Words.

Shit.

Hands around my wrists are a little too tight for comfort.

Squeeze until they come off please

I don't need them

If

I

Can't

Hold

You

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