A Broken Heart...Healed?

Training

Pretend it's Melody ^^^
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It's the middle of the night right now & I couldn't sleep.

(Sighs)

I stand up from the bed & walk over to my new desk that I built a few days ago.
I opened up my journal & started writing:

Dear Journal,
It's been 2 weeks since my first transformation.
Errol decided that it was time for me to start my training.
Now, I've been waking up early in the morning, & training with Azariah & Joshua.
We've been up on the waterfall & into the woods "finding my strength & becoming one with the wind". Or whatever other fancy words Joshua wants to use.
He can be serious most of the time but, he's still funny & can act like a regular teenager other times.
Kinda a trouble maker on the side too.

He is teaching me to connect with nature & having balance in my stance when there's a battle.
"To beat your enemy u must know it's weakness", he says.
I learned to use my senses & make the attacks in slow motion.
For example: if someone wants to ambush me from behind, I would stop them before they could even take a hit.
It's actually an amazing ability, if I know how to use it right.
He said that I was improving more quickly than an average wolf.
He even teaches me boxing, kicking, anything to do with fighting.

Now, Azariah, teaches me archery & weapons.
I've been improving in archery, & for weapons, she gives me the choice of knives, guns & anything to defend myself.
We use a trees as targets for each weapon.
The gunshots on guns when we fire are silent because, well....we're supposed to be hiding in secret.
The tree is a target shaped as a human body.
To be honest, I like training with Azariah more than Joshua....she makes it more exciting & we get to talk while at it. Well, tomorrow is another day of training. Hope I don't get myself killed, am I right?

I closed my journal & went back to bed.
I finally felt tired & closed my eyes.

(Next Day)

I opened my eyes for just a sec. I could see the sunrise & birds chirping.
I was about to close my eyes but then remembered that I had training today.

"Ugh!", I said aloud while covering my eyes with my hands.

After a while of getting myself together, I threw my covers to the side & got up.
I got my toothbrush & paste & grabbed the bowl of water that I gathered while at the waterfall yesterday.
No reason to go over there every morning right?

I poked my head out the hole or window as I like to call it, & washed my mouth.
I put the bowl, toothbrush & paste away.

I grabbed my tight khaki black pants with my black boots.
I put on a dark long sleeved navy blue shirt with a mini hoodie & a type of tight black corset on top.
I put on a black leather fingerless biker gloves that go up to my wrist.
The last touch was my navy blue scarf.

I grabbed my knife & put it in this pocket knife holder that's around my waist.
I put my hair in a side ponytail, leaving a few pieces out.