dear diary
I saw Lauren today, we didn't really talk much, she had her headphones on the entire time and I was too scared to start a conversation with her.
Today my ex was telling me things like how she missed me and she never meant to hurt me.
Camila was my first love, she and I did everything together but one day she just left me. I don't why but she did. I think she was cheating on me. I miss her but I don't know if I can trust her anymore and besides, I like Lauren even though I know like 4 things about her.
Me and Camila always have been close and one day we just took things to the next level, she kissed me, I kissed her back, we smiled and we sort of just went from there, I wish I knew why she left me, but she's not my problem anymore.
Now, aside from my love life, my best friends, Dinah and Normani want me to come over to their house this weekend for a movie night but Dinah is inviting her stupid boyfriend and so is Mani. Maybe I should invite Lauren, but maybe that's too soon? The next time I see her I'm going to just go for it.
-a.b.h
camally :-) hm
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dear diary ➵ alren
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