dear diary
today lauren and i hung out. first period was okay today, we just shared a few conversations but she mainly focused on painting her new painting and let me tell you, she looked so beautiful. her concentration and the way she took a step back to look at her work to make sure it looked good was just so ugh, unexplainable but she looked beautiful.
she came over and helped me with my painting, well she basically did it all for me, all i have to do is paint it and i'm still nervous about that. we laid down on my bed, no we weren't cuddling or anything like so but we basically just talked about life. i love listening to her talk but it also makes me feel bad. she's sad on the inside but on the outside she hides it. she acts like there isn't anything wrong. i don't want her to feel that. i want her to be happy and i swear i will do literally anything to make her happy.
she'll be mine very soon.
- a.b.h.
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dear diary ➵ alren
Fanfiction"everything that goes on in my head gets written in my diary. I write my feelings out on paper because, belive it or not, it helps me."
