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dear diary,

so today was completely amazing. today, lauren came over and we talked and i found out she likes girls like me. i want to scream of happiness. i can't believe it but honestly, i know she is going through a lot and all i want to do is help her get through all of this. i want her to know that she isn't alone in any of this. i want to make her happy again.

so after being at my house for a short time, i decided to show her around san antonio. we went everywhere and i told her a lot of things, it makes me wonder if she was listening. i also took her to the san antonio riverwalk. she was amazed by everything there and it made me happy to see that smile on her face.

we stopped at this small little cafe place and we both got a coffee. she said it tasted weird and i was literally like "um no" because the coffees there are so good.

i should have asked her to stay. i'm so obsessed with her and she has no freaking clue. i know she's new to town and getting a relationship is too soon for her but i cannot wait for her to be mine. i have all this planning done in my mind, it would be so bad if she doesn't feel the same way with me and i hope to the good lord she feels the same way.

- a.b.h.

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