musings of a lovestruck fool ♡

remember me?

Do the memories of what we had still haunt you like they haunt me?

Do you remember how sweetly my lips tasted, a taste of sin and strawberries.

And are you aware that I can still feel your hands on me, gripping my waist tightly as your lips ghost over my body leaving a trail of fire behind.

At night when I close my eyes I see your image burning brightly.

You linger in my thoughts daily, nightly, always.

I can still see your lips, working their magic and coaxing someone into your trap. But that someone is no longer me.

You no longer kiss me with burning desire. No longer do you glance at me as if I hold your life between my palms. I am unclear of the last time you whispered to me of how much you loved the feeling of my body pressed against yours.

It's all about her now. You kiss her lips and cherish her love. I am nothing but an experience to you. I was once your everything, now you barely remember my name.

But I still remember you.

I remember how anger coursed through your body and flowed out your shaking hands. I remember how your smile broadened when our song came on. I remember you telling me how much you loved autumn. I remember everything about you and it swirls around in my head and replays like a broke record.

I remember you, do you remember me?