You and Me

I Know You

I believe, I believe you could love me
But you're lost on the road to misery
And what I gave to you
I could never get back!
Don't complicate it,
Don't drive yourself insane
Yeah,
Say what you will but I know that you want to stay!

*

Months and years had passed away as well as the pain she caused me. I haven't seen her since that day in the hospital. She tried to contact me a few times, but without success. I had no need to hear her voice and apologies.. but it all stopped.

My wounds had healed, but left many big nasty scars, that will always remind me of my pain. I had to stay in a mental hospital for about 3 weeks, they thought that I wanted to a commit suicide.

I started my college, I turned 21. I had a few not long lasting relationships, but I still thought about her, even though I had to accept the fact, that I will never ever be hers and she mine.

*

The other night I decided to join my friends to a club. I've never been into clubs really, but I thought that it would be a better plan than staying at home and being miserable.

We walked in this well known club in my hometown NYC, and started to enjoys ourselves. We had a few drinks, I had a few more than the others. We danced like crazy, but then somewhere in the shadows and the neon lights I saw her. Was I hallucinating? Was this real? I told my friends that I will be back and ran out of the club to have a cigarette. Suddenly a man came to me and he was really drunk.

"Hey baby, what about you and me? And a bed?" He looked disgusting.

"No thanks dude."

He came closer. "I know that you want me to fuck you for hard you can't walk."

"Go away from her!" There she is. I would know to whom this voice belonged even if I was blind.

"And who the fuck are you?!" He was getting more and more aggressive.

"Her girlfriend." Did she just say 'her girlfriend'? What the fuck is going on here.

"The fuck?!" He was really surprised.

"Now leave you asshole!!" As she finished her sentence he was gone.

"What-?" I couldn't even finish my questions, because she interrupted me.

"Come on." She grabbed me by my had and pulled me into the unknown.

*

We ended up in her car and she was driving somewhere. I tried to ask her a few times, but without success.

"Can you already tell me where are you taking me? And why did you come there, I was fine.. he wouldn't do anything.."

She looked over. "A simple 'thank you' would be enough."

"I don't think that your boyfriend would approve this Carol."

"I don't have one."

I looked over. Maybe I still have a chance?