Six Feet Under the Stars (Jalex Fanfic)

I'm Guilty, but Safe for One More Day (Chap. 3)

ALEX

Jack straddled me and kissed me. This was okay. It wasn't weird.

We're best friends. We were experimenting.

No.

I knew that wasn't right. I loved Jack. He was weird and quirky and I loved it. Was I in love with him? I don't know. But I loved my gorgeous girlfriend, Tay, though, too. I was for sure straight. Right? Straight guys don't make out with other guys. I couldn't think straight with Jack's mouth on mine.

Jack slowly went down my neck, finding my soft spot. Slowly, he kissed it and then bit it. A small moan escaped my lips and before I knew it, Jack was off of me.

The curtain to the bunk was wide open and Tay was hovering over Jack on the floor. He looked scared to death. I bet I probably did, too.

"What. The. Hell?!" She practically screamed. Rian and Vinny came into the bus and looked at the scene at hand. It was probably funny to them. A terrified Jack on the floor being screamed at by a dark haired beauty while I just sat in awe at the sight before me.

Tay looked at me, her eyes piercing into my soul. Like, she was reading all the thoughts I'd been having about Jack lately.

"Lex. We need to talk." She said, her voice getting louder at the end. Jack mumbled some words under his breath and I could faintly hear 'damn slut.'

"Now!" She screamed at me, grabbing my already sweaty hands. Maybe it was because I was scared for my life or because I was caught kissing my best friend. I couldn't tell.

I tried helping Jack up, but Tay pulled me so I looked like I just walked over him. Bitch. We walked to the back of the bus and she gave me the look of death.

"What are you doing?" She said, harshly. I don't know what I'm doing. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love women. And Tay was everything a guy could want. She was gorgeous. But, something about Jack... Something about him made him different. I felt something different towards him than I felt towards Tay.

"Babe, it was nothing." I heard myself say. I mentally hit my self, because of course it meant something. You don't just make out with your best friend - sober, I might add - and it not mean anything!

"It sure didn't look like it. Alex, your noises seemed pretty real." She snapped back. I can't believe I've been with her for over two years.

"I can fake well. I do it with you." I snapped back. I heard laughter come

from the bunks. The guys were listening. Of course.

Fiddling with my hands, I looked up to see a flustered Tay. I couldn't tell if she wanted me to fight for her or to end it. Ending it seemed like the best choice, but Alex isn't a quitter. I might as well fight for her. I mean, Jack didn't have feelings for me anyways, right? He was straight, I think.

"Tay, baby, you know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you." I continued as I walked to grab her hands. I was lying and I didn't even realize that I would hurt her more, because I fought for her. Fighting for our relationship was like fighting for your life when you were already dead. Useless.

Tay mumbled some words back, but all I heard was 'we never hang out anymore' and 'you love the band more than me.' I had to admit that the band does come first for everything. Besides, family. I didn't want to argue, though, so I just kissed her forehead and ran my hand through her hair.

"We'll hang out more, I promise." I murmured in her ear. I didn't realize at the time that 'we' meant Jack and I, not Tay and I. And that that promise would break the same day I made it.

I really love this chapter lol. I hope guys do, too! It's gonna get crazy bc of Tay o: also I'm gonna start writing longer chapters, I know they're short. I'm just using a new way of writing and getting used to it :p Vote, it helps, and comment! ily