The Fake Smile Of A Man

thats note so late

My dearest Samantha

This is bad I know it's ture. It's not what I should of done to you.
I can't take back I can only addmit that I was such a prick.
Yes the reason was so much guilt but you don't deserve the treason I've built.
Built up to the sky and gone to far you deserve a safe ride in that car.
The truth is that I really love you always have and always do.
I hope your life turns out successful because I'll always try to be really helpful.
You need anything I'll be there, as a friend I promise I will care.
Please don't change because you are amazing You are all the things I was craving.
It's on my head now please don't look back. I so want you to get life back on track.
I'd like one day to have closure and maybe an end. Were we can say were not old enemy's were just old friends.

Xx lots of love Rick xx