Ok been a while since been on here. So the update: yes Donna is still her same lazy self and yes what I feared has happened she's pregnant with my 2nd child (15 weeks in) she's happy. Me don't know, but feel like I can't show my true feelings anyway.
Last night I couldn't stop thinking of Sam and hows she doing. I don't think I can let it go even now and I know it's impossible will ever be together again but the times are still there.
Plus a work mate is off to where we had our hunny moon. I hate that I have no photos to remember by.
I hate myself but want my kids to have everything I never.
Plus we had debt collector here with I gave her the money for before I even moved in.
Finding messages being deleted for a few ppl including her ex.
She can't be bothered to even claim family tax credit we can get. And when the virgin bill jumped from £30 to £70 it took her 6 month to even phone them.
I work hard give her everything I've got not even enough for a pint down the pub and she can just throw money away.
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The Fake Smile Of A Man
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