Garmau (Abandoned)

Real (Mcd)

I look up at the moon as I patrol I think about everything me and Aphmau have gone through. The Irene dimension, Malachi and Levin, Lilith, and now she's pregnant. I can't get in between her and... Him... I feel awful for basically killing a father to be. I wish it would have been him trapped in there... I wish that it was me that had died to get him back. Aphmau would be happier like that, she and Aaron could have gotten married, had the baby and been happy but no. I decided to hold my brother off. I just had to be the hero. I always have to be the hero. It's my fault Aphmau is so un-happy. It always is. I stopped walking and sat down against a tree, tears slowly started to fill my eyes, Aphmau. She is always so happy... Was. She was always so happy... And it's all my fault. "WHY ME!?" I yelled punching the ground in anger. "Because I love you." I heard from in the woods, I jumped up with my sword drawn ready to strike "Put your sword down idiot." The female voice says, I recognize it and drop my sword and watch teary eyed as Aphmau walked out of the forest. She too had tears in her eyes "you said it all out loud. It's because I love you, that's why it's you. You never did anything wrong. You sacrificed yourself for me and the others to live. You don't deserve this torture you put yourself through. You are not to blame for what Aaron did. He did it because he knew how much I love you. He saw how much I was hurting without you. He knew what he was doing. He knew the risks." She said smiling sadly. I felt like a moron for saying all that out loud. But then again I didn't regret it for a second. We walked closer and closer until I put my arms around her and held her cheeks in my hands and kissed her. Her lips are so warm though her cheeks and arms are cold. This is definitely real. I hope..