Online n.h

Twenty Two

Niall's P.O.V.

1amgrunge: "My nights are for overthinking and my mornings are for oversleeping."

12pmpunk: "Baby you my everything, you all I ever wanted. We could do it real big, bigger than you ever wanted."

I logged out of tumblr and sighed. This past month was horrible. I've done nothing with my life. I've shut everyone out of my life. I really thought Lauren was different, you know? You'd expect someone so beautiful and understanding would accept my other job. But no, turns out they judge you for it.

I haven't moved a muscle since I came back to the boys house. I've stayed put in my room like I did when I was depressed over Sofia. I have a mini fridge that I stock up when the boys are out. They come back to find the fridge empty and now they are starting to get creeper out because, they think its some ghost.

I only went outside through my window and that was to deal with people. That man that owed me some green, well let's say he doesn't owe anything anymore. I got angry when he gave me the money and I took it out on him. Oops?

I've been thinking too much. I need to get my mind off of everything. I got dressed in black jeans and a white T-shirt. I grabbed some sneakers and headed to the nearest pub.

I showed the security my ID and bribed him a bit since I'm underage. I entered the club and headed straight for the bar. The bartender was cleaning the glasses and I sat down smacking a twenty on the counter.

"Hit me with your best shot." I said numbly. He grabbed a shot glass and poured all kinds of liquor in. I downed the glass in seconds and slammed it down on the counter.

"Keep'em coming." I commanded. He filled glasses up and I was already feeling a bit tipsy. Perfect. I'm already beginning to drown my sorrows away. Now for my second step.

My eyes searched the dance floor for a fairly easy girl. I walked up to a blonde with a skirt showing half of her bum and a shirt that had her boobs spilling out. Perfect.

I placed my hands on her waist and she started grinding on me. I leaned down to whisper in her ear. "Hey want to have some fun?" I practically shouted over the loud music. I watched her smirk and walk out beside me to my car.

The moment I opened my bedroom door, her lips latched onto mine and all I could think of was Lauren. I was imagining that it was Lauren missing me and not some one night stand.

Next thing we know, our clothes are off within the second. "I want you inside of me already!" The blonde moaned. Ew, I can't believe I'm actually doing this.

When we were finished, I grabbed her clothes and threw them at her. "Get out." I bluntly stated. Her face scrunched up in confusion.

"What?" She asked in that annoying high pitched voice that practically screeched when I was inside of here minutes ago.

"You heard me, get out. I don't want to see your face ever again." I said opening the door for her and she scoffed strutting out the door.

I rolled my eyes at her and lied down on my bed. What have I done? I just had relations with someone I've never seen in my life until now. And the whole time, I pictured Lauren underneath me.

I have to win her back somehow. I've tried reaching her but she wants nothing to do with me. I hope one day she will realize she needs me. I know just the person who can help me with her.

~Three months later~

Lauren's P.O.V.

1amgrunge: "He surrounded himself with girls who didn't matter, trying to forget the one that did."