Conflicted (Kim Hyun Joong ft. SHINee Taemin)

♫ Chapter 22: Choices

Konnichiwa, fellow readers! I officially decided that 'Conflicted' will be finishing in the next chapter. Omo, right!? I can't believe it either! Hopefully I will be able to update next Tuesday, by the latest. Really short chapter but there will be more in the next one.

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This chapter is dedicated to...........

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CHAPTER 22: CHOICES

Had you ever been in a situation when you couldn't choose between two things? For example, my two favourite ice creams were vanilla and chocolate. Every time I went to an ice cream van or stall, I was continually conflicted between them because I love them equally. Those two ice creams had different qualities which made them both delicious and tasty but still, I was stumped.

I kind of felt like that now.

You see, I really really liked Lee Taemin. He just seemed to get me, you know? Sweet and caring - everything I wanted in a loving boyfriend. What I thought I had in Yunho, that cheating jerk and yet I was digressing. Taemin's like my ideal one, absolutely perfect in every way.

Then there was Kim Hyun Joong. Who I'd only recently recalled. He was infuriating, bi-polar, annoying, cold and mean. For some odd reason, I was strangely attracted to that. But, I'd seen his sensitive side beneath that cold, icy blanket. We'd kissed, what?－two or three times? I still didn't know where we stood because he was just not talking to me about it.

So, what I was getting on here, was that Taemin was like vanilla ice cream where Joong was chocolate ice cream.

Taemin was smooth and calm like vanilla ice cream. Sweet but not too much so it feels like I was over indulging. Vanilla ice cream was always my safe choice if I couldn't pick.

However, Joong was intense and rich in flavour like chocolate ice cream. It's unbearably scrumptious but only do I eat it on occasions since it's special and not very good for my health.

Sometime's I was tempted by other ice creams such as rainbow swirl. The pleasant pastel colours like blue, pink, and yellow seemed to entice me. Looks could be deceiving though because I remembered tasting rainbow swirl and it was absolutely horrid. I'd gotten my hopes up only to be majorly disappointed with the result.

Rainbow swirl was like Yunho really. He's all nice, sweet and handsome but I found out his true colours. Deceitful, liar, cheater, selfish and vain. How could I never had seen that? It's like as if those bright colours were blocking the person that was there all along.

Then again, I wonder all the time whether I should avoid the vanilla and chocolate and try a different one like boysenberry, choc mint or honeycomb. I'd never actually done this because I always seem to come back to chocolate and vanilla.

That brings me to where I was right now. Taemin's arm was slung around my shoulder casually, as if it was the most natural thing to do in the world. Then again, I couldn't help myself but nuzzle my head into the curve of his neck. We sat in the comfortable cream couch, watching the television in front if us which displayed the 'Be My Girl' music video. Taemin invited to come over his apartment to watch the M/V together.