Reasons to Fall

Familiar.

        I walked her back home hand in hand. Once we reached her house, she turned to me and gave me a peck on my cheek. "Night." She whispered in my ear as she hugged me. I embraced her feeling complete.

  The door opened revealing a guy about 16 standing there with blond hair and blue eyes. He looked familliar but I can't point out who he is. Charlotte hugged him and ruffled his hair. She turned back to me and mouthed what I guessed is 'Brother'.

     I turned around and started my walk back to my house with the chills of the night accompanying me along the way as well as the streetlights. He looked so familiar. Where had I seen him before? Or did I met him? So many thought and possibilities were running in my mind making my head felt dizzy.

   I took a seat on a bench nearby to prevent me from tumbling over as I lost my balance. I sighed as I  looked at the empty spot beside me and up at the sky. Stars. We love that so much

    I knocked on her door softly as I heard a faint "Come in." Slowly twisting the knob, I saw her sitting on the roof gazing up the sky. I climbed over and settled down beside her. "Hey there lil sis."  I smiled while she turned to me returning it. "Hey there loser." 

     "What are you doing outside here?"I questioned  her. "I miss dad." She sighed out while laying down softly. "Hey it's alright." Isaid softly as I hugged her. She turned to me her face shine from the moonlight . "Am I weird?" 

     I shook my head and scrunched my eyebrow in confusion. "NO you're not. Why?"  "They tell me I don't deserve him. They told me that I'm worthless, They told me that dad left us because I'm such a burden. Why did they leave us Lucas?" I sighed sadly. "Don't believe what they say.You are much more better than them. I dont know Alice, don't worry about your love life or dad. You're too young to understand." 

     I pointed out to sky. "Look, look at the most brightest star. Look how it outshine the others. Look how it decorated the night sky and make it look prettier than the rest. You are the brightest star. And  the rest are the small stars. They appear  big  but they are actually small and afraid. That's how people are. So when you feeling down, just remember you're the brighttest star." I told her.

    She smiled and hugged me tighter."And you will always be the moon, accompanying me at night when I'm always surrounded by the other stars." My hearts oftened as she said those words.

    "Alice, I'm always gonna be your moon. I'm always gonna be your company. I'm always gonna be your brother."  I spoke to the thin air while loneliness feel me. Nothing peculiar.It's like loneliness is very devoted to me and never seemed to leave me at all.