well, I haven't realized it's been since February that I posted.
I've been very busy and a lot of things have happened, so let's recap.
After I was rejected by one guy, let's call him Alex, I was pretty upset. We've been sort of back and forth but this time I just couldn't handle it. I'd continuously had a crush on this other guy, let's call him James. But James had a girlfriend. Nonetheless, I still talked to him. In February James and I had a project together. We spent so much time together and he talked about kissing me. I was shookt tbh because I had never had my first kiss. and he had a gf. Nothing happened but we hung out a lot.
March came around and James and I talked a bit. It wasn't until that lovely weekend of a convention and we stayed up all night talking. We both felt mutually about eachother.
Long story short, in April we almost became a couple, but a girl who I thought was one of my best friends, betrayed me and sabatoged it. She then told me it was James' fault.
Now, during this time, I was talking to Alex. Not as romantically, because he hurt me and I was confused and almost in a relationship. He told me he would be there for me. And he was. The day after James told me that he didn't want to go through with being a couple was a school day. When I got home, I was sobbing. My heart was broken. But Alex was there to pick up all of the pieces. He was there for me because he realized I was the one for him, that he loved me. and finally, something that had been going on for over a year, was official.
We've been dating for almost three months and it's been great! (the picture is of us hehe)
James and I haven't talked, as he broke his phone, but I still think about him a lot. There's still a small piece of my heart that loves him (platonically), and since the last I've heard from him he does too.
The girl who betrayed me and I are still friends. I don't trust her, but she is a close friend of mine and is a lot of fun.
So, yeah. The past six months have been crazy. But I've gotten through it. Open house is tomorrow, and I'm super excited to see all of my friends!!
Thanks for reading and supporting!
-sy
I'd also like to put a special thank you for heyymmoon who's seen this progress and has been there for it all for the past ten years. Thank you so much sis.
