mistakes

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by celestiiial

by celestiiial

A/N: This was something I wrote near the end of January but I never finished it and I won't finish it.
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i've made too many mistakes

i associate with the wrong people

i don't belong

i try to dance but i stumble

i try to sing but i go out of tune

i try to rap but i trip over words

i try to get good grades but i still fail

i try to fall in love but it never works

i should've told him

i could be so happy

i could be smiling and laughing

but i can't

there's another guy, too.

but he has a girlfriend

i can't intervene

so i just keep quiet

and wait

my heart breaking

but i know nothing is really as bad as some people

my friend is dead.

my best friend's mother is dying of cancer.

things could be worse.